Ahhh
I did nothing this week....and it felt great! I had a sienfeldien nothing weekend. I bought an animation program I am barely scratching the surface of...I did a new song that will be extremely offensive to women, but comes in response to women calling me a pig lately...however, it is a sarcastic song, because the point of view I take is one of an extreme, exaggeratted male pig. Which I am not...but often, when somebody calls me something, i like to become what they think I am, except over-exaggerate it, as a sort in "spit in your face" thing. I enjoy it certainly.
I persused barnes n Noble for hours trying to find a new series to read, and finally found something that looks decent, or at least I think i have. It's hard to figure out what I want to read, but these days, I always have to have something to read.
The issues with women I have had, and the way I apparently treat them, offends some people on livejournal. Of course, I am not a proffesional at relationships and I don't have much experience, so I tend to not be too tactful, I am sort of an alien finding out human manners. I am finding things out about myself I never realized. Am I really male pig? I suppose, that I am. I forget sometimes how fragile women are mentally. They need to be treated with respect, and it's a very strange game. Although I realize that most men think the way I do, I also realize that the reason most men are so successful is because they are good manipulators. manipulation rules in all social situations, not just in the area of male/female relationships. Honesty just doesn't work, because as I have found out, revealing my real inner thoughts offends women, and even friends of mind who are male. But with women in particular, you have to act differently around them, manipulate them, in order to succeed. And even this, when i tell this to my women friends, offends them. They don't seem to realize that all men manipulate. Women do too. Animals lie. If I were to tell a woman straight out that I date that all I want is sex, she would likely get mad, even though it would be true. But then, why does that make me a pig? It's just what i feel at the time. And if I want more, i tell them. But sometimes I don't always want to be around a girl, and if i tell them that, they get offended. Or if they ask me if I think they are the most beautiful woman ever, and I tell them no in my honesty, the girl gets angry. Or if they ask if they look fat, and they happen to really be fat, I have to tell them they aren't. Why do I have to lie. Why do relationships have to be based on false notions? This is just the way things are, folks. It's a strange world we live in, and the truth is, it can never be an honest one, because honesty just doesn't work.
I persused barnes n Noble for hours trying to find a new series to read, and finally found something that looks decent, or at least I think i have. It's hard to figure out what I want to read, but these days, I always have to have something to read.
The issues with women I have had, and the way I apparently treat them, offends some people on livejournal. Of course, I am not a proffesional at relationships and I don't have much experience, so I tend to not be too tactful, I am sort of an alien finding out human manners. I am finding things out about myself I never realized. Am I really male pig? I suppose, that I am. I forget sometimes how fragile women are mentally. They need to be treated with respect, and it's a very strange game. Although I realize that most men think the way I do, I also realize that the reason most men are so successful is because they are good manipulators. manipulation rules in all social situations, not just in the area of male/female relationships. Honesty just doesn't work, because as I have found out, revealing my real inner thoughts offends women, and even friends of mind who are male. But with women in particular, you have to act differently around them, manipulate them, in order to succeed. And even this, when i tell this to my women friends, offends them. They don't seem to realize that all men manipulate. Women do too. Animals lie. If I were to tell a woman straight out that I date that all I want is sex, she would likely get mad, even though it would be true. But then, why does that make me a pig? It's just what i feel at the time. And if I want more, i tell them. But sometimes I don't always want to be around a girl, and if i tell them that, they get offended. Or if they ask me if I think they are the most beautiful woman ever, and I tell them no in my honesty, the girl gets angry. Or if they ask if they look fat, and they happen to really be fat, I have to tell them they aren't. Why do I have to lie. Why do relationships have to be based on false notions? This is just the way things are, folks. It's a strange world we live in, and the truth is, it can never be an honest one, because honesty just doesn't work.