SOMETIMES
I want to do what YOU want to do.
I don't want to have to be the one who decides what we do.
I wish that you'd also make me feel like you don't want the day to end simply because I'm with you.
I wish you'd take me on dates instead of me taking you.
I wish the times spent with you were more than just questions of "so, what now?"
like you don't have any plans of spending this day with me.
I imagine blowing you off and cutting all communication with you just to see if you'd miss me like I miss you.
I wonder if this is selfish of me.
I don't want to have to be the one who decides what we do.
I wish that you'd also make me feel like you don't want the day to end simply because I'm with you.
I wish you'd take me on dates instead of me taking you.
I wish the times spent with you were more than just questions of "so, what now?"
like you don't have any plans of spending this day with me.
I imagine blowing you off and cutting all communication with you just to see if you'd miss me like I miss you.
I wonder if this is selfish of me.