Oct 06, 2003 23:30
long time.
i ended something that couldve been so unhealthy and dependant...katie and dustin prayed for the release of temptation. my god. it was gone after a couple of days.
i dont even miss him.
ive come very much in touch with my european side of self. im developing a new appreciation and way of living from the deep insight of my family and history...all the exciting stuff you never knew that wasnt so cool a couple years ago...but its something to be thankful for now.
io parle italiano, molto bene.
its nice to be speaking that pretty stuff again.
been back in clearwater for about 2 weeks now, man ive made so many more friends than i already had here. its so great. theyre all so great and i can be my trippy self with them.
music and writing are making bigger appearances, in all those holes ive got that were see through and worthless. now theyre all filling up and i feel whole.
yeah. im still a hippie. so they all say...make of it what you want. im just going to be here.
i think i have myself a new boy. its going slow...but it makes it all the much more desirable and wonderful and sweet. id like to say more, but i fear its too soon to be allowing to many words to be said about this. its all about patience right now...and the lovely fear of the unexpected...the unknown.
god he makes me trippy.
how the hell is everyone?