this is what its come to.

[cardiobowler]

my life is going fast down a freakin waste hole.

as of now...

i owe $220 in bills.
money i DONT have because OH!
guess who got fired today.
yep.

i have no living prospects for the fall.
i dont even know if i can go home anymore.

my roommate is back from 6 weeks in chicago.
im happy but it depresses me for reasons
only i can understand.

im unhappy with myself and my lifestyle.

its come to the point where i dont even want to pray.
thats not right.
please do not lecture me.

i hate crying.