in between my seams
you like me and I'll waste time with you. I want to talk to someone who doesnt like being realistic even when talking about things that will never actually happen. honesty is important too. I miss finding comfort in things like that. I miss silly things I guess. maybe I'm just looking for all of the wrong qualities.
qualities that perhaps lay in me.
[[you may think I'm:]]
absolutely charming; emotionally unstable; paranoid; silly; random; lovely; obnoxious; dependant ... or something else entirely.
you just might be (half) right.
right now...I think you're probably wrong about me.
You are the typical feminist, depressed, artist.
You go against the crowd and do everything you
can to be different. Too bad noone notices.
Try communicating with people, not just looking
down on them.
What kind of typical high school character from a movie are you?
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Athazagoraphobia: Fear of being forgotten/ignored
Atelophobia: Fear of imperfection
Catagelophobia: Fear of being ridiculed
Cacophobia: Fear of ugliness
Eremophobia: Fear of being oneself
Hypegiaphobia: Fear of responsibility
Mnemophobia: Fear of memories
Ophthalmophobia: Fear of being stared at
Decidophobia: Fear of making decisions
above.
i like things.
some of the things i like include the following:
-making clothing
-"my/self" book. otherwise called a journal. pff. boring.
-my friends. especially kelli, kt, alisa, and anna. they are good people.
-phone calls from people i havent heard from in a while.
-#2 at arby's with curly fries and cheese sauce. YUM.
-freezepops
-java (down on college st)
-blush
-scrunched up noses
-silver > beads > thin rope
-acoustic
-kittens and toto dogs. weimerainers are special too.
-hanging out with my moms friends.
-christmas
-when people remember unimportant details [it shows theyre really listening.]
-the fishies [we're calling her giovanni and him tim mc'g..]
-dark skin. pale skin. its all good.
-cute colorful handbags. or shoulder bags. its all good.
-colored basic tees...i dont know where id be without those.
-peace and quiet.
-simple pleasures.
-4 picture photo booths.
-blankets.
-animal from muppets. mah na mah na...'nuff said.
-the brak show.
-young life. windy gap. whatever.
-jewel. not following her own intuition? hmm.
-vaccum cleaners.
-theatre. definitely 'nuff said.
-letting friends peirce your second ear hole for you. woop woop.
-my "artsy-piecework-in-a-brown-leather-bowling-bag-with-stripes" bag.
-the butterfly ring.
[[current addictions:]]
-group emails with triple +1 threat. nevermind.
-menthols.
-my very..rugged.worn.out.too.thin.blanket.sleep.things.
-honey walnut cream cheese.
-her life.
-the chef song (the little mermaid).
-my sweater. yeah its summer kids get over it.
windy gap reunion in 2 days. oh man. one year can hold so much more than my own heart can bear. im filled but sometimes its like theres a leak and theres nothing (good) big enough to stop myself. i regret not doing any YL this summer. i miss the smell. the texture. the green. the water. the mountains. talking with dear people. billy's songs. the wc prayer room. my cabin girls and our cabin. repelling like a paraplegic. screaming on camera. kelli's "past self" thought skit. lying in the heat remembering how to love the lord.
feels like ive forgotten again.
bring it back to me.
YL next year please.
its like looking at my own becoming.
and i was always there.
qualities that perhaps lay in me.
[[you may think I'm:]]
absolutely charming; emotionally unstable; paranoid; silly; random; lovely; obnoxious; dependant ... or something else entirely.
you just might be (half) right.
right now...I think you're probably wrong about me.
You are the typical feminist, depressed, artist.
You go against the crowd and do everything you
can to be different. Too bad noone notices.
Try communicating with people, not just looking
down on them.
What kind of typical high school character from a movie are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
Athazagoraphobia: Fear of being forgotten/ignored
Atelophobia: Fear of imperfection
Catagelophobia: Fear of being ridiculed
Cacophobia: Fear of ugliness
Eremophobia: Fear of being oneself
Hypegiaphobia: Fear of responsibility
Mnemophobia: Fear of memories
Ophthalmophobia: Fear of being stared at
Decidophobia: Fear of making decisions
above.
i like things.
some of the things i like include the following:
-making clothing
-"my/self" book. otherwise called a journal. pff. boring.
-my friends. especially kelli, kt, alisa, and anna. they are good people.
-phone calls from people i havent heard from in a while.
-#2 at arby's with curly fries and cheese sauce. YUM.
-freezepops
-java (down on college st)
-blush
-scrunched up noses
-silver > beads > thin rope
-acoustic
-kittens and toto dogs. weimerainers are special too.
-hanging out with my moms friends.
-christmas
-when people remember unimportant details [it shows theyre really listening.]
-the fishies [we're calling her giovanni and him tim mc'g..]
-dark skin. pale skin. its all good.
-cute colorful handbags. or shoulder bags. its all good.
-colored basic tees...i dont know where id be without those.
-peace and quiet.
-simple pleasures.
-4 picture photo booths.
-blankets.
-animal from muppets. mah na mah na...'nuff said.
-the brak show.
-young life. windy gap. whatever.
-jewel. not following her own intuition? hmm.
-vaccum cleaners.
-theatre. definitely 'nuff said.
-letting friends peirce your second ear hole for you. woop woop.
-my "artsy-piecework-in-a-brown-leather-bowling-bag-with-stripes" bag.
-the butterfly ring.
[[current addictions:]]
-group emails with triple +1 threat. nevermind.
-menthols.
-my very..rugged.worn.out.too.thin.blanket.sleep.things.
-honey walnut cream cheese.
-her life.
-the chef song (the little mermaid).
-my sweater. yeah its summer kids get over it.
windy gap reunion in 2 days. oh man. one year can hold so much more than my own heart can bear. im filled but sometimes its like theres a leak and theres nothing (good) big enough to stop myself. i regret not doing any YL this summer. i miss the smell. the texture. the green. the water. the mountains. talking with dear people. billy's songs. the wc prayer room. my cabin girls and our cabin. repelling like a paraplegic. screaming on camera. kelli's "past self" thought skit. lying in the heat remembering how to love the lord.
feels like ive forgotten again.
bring it back to me.
YL next year please.
its like looking at my own becoming.
and i was always there.