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Last night was so bad.
Blake and Carson pick me up and on the way downtown, we grab a twelve pack and some bud and we go to Kelsea's boat with everyone. We start smoking and drinking and it's chill except I don't smoke anymore. So I get sick and besides Carson, I'm with all of these people that I barely know. So I sat alone inside the boat for who knows how long and I pissed Carson off, and I had to ask Kelsea to help me puke and shit and it was just not a good situatuon. And I hate being by mself with people I don't know and I'm high because I don't ever smoke and it just sucked really bad. And I'm sitting there totally unsure of everything being a little recluse and it just is not me. I mean I've become this person that I don't even know. I used to be so in touch with myself and now it's all turned to shit. I used to be so sure of everything, and I'm so unfamiliar with this place, with these things that used to be my home. I am separated and I have no direction. I really need to get back with it.
my dad and I went to the USF and UR game
then me and daniel chilled
we went to my grandma's house for my grandpa's birthday
and popped the jellyfish
I gave Carson his presents
On Wednesday, a bunch of us went to Chris' condo at Upham
then I went to Chris' house to get ready for Lyndsey McKenna's party
"The Casino Royale"
smile for me daddy
I love me some Casey Walsh
my birthday present
Friday night my family, Carson, and I went to Disney
Christmas Eve
Blake and Carson pick me up and on the way downtown, we grab a twelve pack and some bud and we go to Kelsea's boat with everyone. We start smoking and drinking and it's chill except I don't smoke anymore. So I get sick and besides Carson, I'm with all of these people that I barely know. So I sat alone inside the boat for who knows how long and I pissed Carson off, and I had to ask Kelsea to help me puke and shit and it was just not a good situatuon. And I hate being by mself with people I don't know and I'm high because I don't ever smoke and it just sucked really bad. And I'm sitting there totally unsure of everything being a little recluse and it just is not me. I mean I've become this person that I don't even know. I used to be so in touch with myself and now it's all turned to shit. I used to be so sure of everything, and I'm so unfamiliar with this place, with these things that used to be my home. I am separated and I have no direction. I really need to get back with it.
my dad and I went to the USF and UR game
then me and daniel chilled
we went to my grandma's house for my grandpa's birthday
and popped the jellyfish
I gave Carson his presents
On Wednesday, a bunch of us went to Chris' condo at Upham
then I went to Chris' house to get ready for Lyndsey McKenna's party
"The Casino Royale"
smile for me daddy
I love me some Casey Walsh
my birthday present
Friday night my family, Carson, and I went to Disney
Christmas Eve