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they're sending me back into hospital for the weekend. the ear looks worse apparently.
they're gonna stick more needles in me and i'm gonna cry lots. IV antibiotics here i come.
i'm fucked for my exams tuesday and wednesday.
i'm fucked for the art that they let me have until monday to do.
when i told anton about having to go into hospital the first time he just said 'that's why you shouldn't get piercings' man. when he goes into rehab and shit i get so worried. fuck that shit.
and now i'm gonna go shoot myself.
l8r.
editttt; i've avoided overnight hospital-ness again by flipping out about my exams so i went to the health centre, the doctor came and stuck a needle in my hand and i will either have to go to the small village hospital 3 times a day to get the antibiotics pumped in or a doctor will come to the health centre and do it. so now i'm free to do my work though i so have a needle stuck in my hand with a bandage around it and my head bandage making me look like a total invalid/car crash victim so that's awesome. i'm typing all this with one hand cause i'm scared i'll dislodge the needle. antibiotics going through your veins = STINGING. like woah. whine whine. send me flowers. or at least come visit me :[ i need hugs. just don't look at me cause i'm gross and pale and ew and you'll puke.
they're gonna stick more needles in me and i'm gonna cry lots. IV antibiotics here i come.
i'm fucked for my exams tuesday and wednesday.
i'm fucked for the art that they let me have until monday to do.
when i told anton about having to go into hospital the first time he just said 'that's why you shouldn't get piercings' man. when he goes into rehab and shit i get so worried. fuck that shit.
and now i'm gonna go shoot myself.
l8r.
editttt; i've avoided overnight hospital-ness again by flipping out about my exams so i went to the health centre, the doctor came and stuck a needle in my hand and i will either have to go to the small village hospital 3 times a day to get the antibiotics pumped in or a doctor will come to the health centre and do it. so now i'm free to do my work though i so have a needle stuck in my hand with a bandage around it and my head bandage making me look like a total invalid/car crash victim so that's awesome. i'm typing all this with one hand cause i'm scared i'll dislodge the needle. antibiotics going through your veins = STINGING. like woah. whine whine. send me flowers. or at least come visit me :[ i need hugs. just don't look at me cause i'm gross and pale and ew and you'll puke.