I hate this.
Why do I do this to myself? Why do I always procrastinate so much when I KNOW that I won't be able to finish if I do. WHY???
What is with this self imposed doom? It's like..."OOO. Another chance to skimp off sleep. I'll take it!"
Someone tell me what to do. Call me and annoy me until I do my homework or something. I need sleep! I'm dying here. I've had about 3 hours of sleep per night starting friday night. Does saturday night even count? Because I stayed up all night (watching a (substitute strong word here) korean drama) and didn't fall asleep until 12 noon (I didn't even finish the thing!). So including saturday and whatever, I've had ...9 hours of sleep? For the past THREE DAYS. That's right. I've spread out my nine needed hours of sleep per night into three long days. That means that about each day, I've been awake for 21 stupid hours.
What is wrong with me???
and at most tonight? maybe five hours if I get lucky. I'm not staying up cuz I can't sleep or anything, I'm staying because of homework, korean dramas, and rereading books.
??!?!?!??!
And I recently reread my bio paper on stress (just to remember it) and long term effects? Heh. Not good at all. not good. not good.
starting to feel kind of dead, I function fine, but my body feels really bad (except for my recently washed hair hah). I'm like a machine. Input something, I'll output it. Math is so easy now. No thinking envolved. memorize and apply formula. voila. all done. chem? hah. same thing. french? yeah. Like she's going to notice. tutoring? just let my group do it.
oh man. I'm even updating this journal instead of doing my stupid hmwk. Gah.
Anyways, go read Poison Study. It's pretty good. romance too. <---more than Libba Bray's! A lot more.
I am tempted not to go to school tomorrow...but I need to do a speech, a vocab quiz, a lab quiz, and some math competition thingy. Watch me die. It'll be the greatest start ever to the year of the dog. whatever. Snakes are better. have you ever read one of those description thingies of each zodiac animal? it's freaky how accurate they are sometimes. Snake= "Rich in wisdom blah blah...Avoid procrastination and a stingy attitude towards money" oops. too late I think.
I'm going to go back to hmwk now. hope I don't bomb everything tomorrow/today...
What is with this self imposed doom? It's like..."OOO. Another chance to skimp off sleep. I'll take it!"
Someone tell me what to do. Call me and annoy me until I do my homework or something. I need sleep! I'm dying here. I've had about 3 hours of sleep per night starting friday night. Does saturday night even count? Because I stayed up all night (watching a (substitute strong word here) korean drama) and didn't fall asleep until 12 noon (I didn't even finish the thing!). So including saturday and whatever, I've had ...9 hours of sleep? For the past THREE DAYS. That's right. I've spread out my nine needed hours of sleep per night into three long days. That means that about each day, I've been awake for 21 stupid hours.
What is wrong with me???
and at most tonight? maybe five hours if I get lucky. I'm not staying up cuz I can't sleep or anything, I'm staying because of homework, korean dramas, and rereading books.
??!?!?!??!
And I recently reread my bio paper on stress (just to remember it) and long term effects? Heh. Not good at all. not good. not good.
starting to feel kind of dead, I function fine, but my body feels really bad (except for my recently washed hair hah). I'm like a machine. Input something, I'll output it. Math is so easy now. No thinking envolved. memorize and apply formula. voila. all done. chem? hah. same thing. french? yeah. Like she's going to notice. tutoring? just let my group do it.
oh man. I'm even updating this journal instead of doing my stupid hmwk. Gah.
Anyways, go read Poison Study. It's pretty good. romance too. <---more than Libba Bray's! A lot more.
I am tempted not to go to school tomorrow...but I need to do a speech, a vocab quiz, a lab quiz, and some math competition thingy. Watch me die. It'll be the greatest start ever to the year of the dog. whatever. Snakes are better. have you ever read one of those description thingies of each zodiac animal? it's freaky how accurate they are sometimes. Snake= "Rich in wisdom blah blah...Avoid procrastination and a stingy attitude towards money" oops. too late I think.
I'm going to go back to hmwk now. hope I don't bomb everything tomorrow/today...