Explosion!
There’s something wanting out
I don’t know what
Afraid to know
Hurting, needing to let go
A raw emotion
A broken dam
It overcomes and suffocates
To no end, my soul it penetrates
A need to scream
Quick release
When its done can I stand tall
Or have I set myself up to fall
What will you see?
Will it still be me?
Irrevocably changed
Yet everything the same
Can’t make anything of this broken scene
I need help
I need leaving alone
If only a voice on the telephone
Someone please, take my hand
Lead me, guide me, show me the way
At the very least point me in some direction
So I don’t know exactly where that came from. I typed that in 2 seconds, having an urge to get this undefined feeling out of my chest. It’s still there, an almost solid lump that came out of nowhere.
The days have been pretty decent, but I think my heart’s been running amuck. Usually my thoughts go with it and I can understand this feeling, but since I’ve been maintaining control, my heart seems to have trekked off on it’s own to explore without telling me.
I don’t like feeling this way, it worries me. And the more I read what my fingers typed within a blur, it’s nothing easy coming on the horizon.
Any thoughts?
I don’t know what
Afraid to know
Hurting, needing to let go
A raw emotion
A broken dam
It overcomes and suffocates
To no end, my soul it penetrates
A need to scream
Quick release
When its done can I stand tall
Or have I set myself up to fall
What will you see?
Will it still be me?
Irrevocably changed
Yet everything the same
Can’t make anything of this broken scene
I need help
I need leaving alone
If only a voice on the telephone
Someone please, take my hand
Lead me, guide me, show me the way
At the very least point me in some direction
So I don’t know exactly where that came from. I typed that in 2 seconds, having an urge to get this undefined feeling out of my chest. It’s still there, an almost solid lump that came out of nowhere.
The days have been pretty decent, but I think my heart’s been running amuck. Usually my thoughts go with it and I can understand this feeling, but since I’ve been maintaining control, my heart seems to have trekked off on it’s own to explore without telling me.
I don’t like feeling this way, it worries me. And the more I read what my fingers typed within a blur, it’s nothing easy coming on the horizon.
Any thoughts?