"I'd Call You Up To Say..."
(Lunch Time, 2:05pm)
So here I am at lunch, waiting for my food to finish cooking in the microwave and of course, my mind is drifting. It’s been drifting (on and off) all day really.
I found myself looking forward to this time all day and since I left work last night. And the reason why is simple enough to guess.
Monica.
She’s all I’m thinking about. Wanting to be in her presence every minute. I don’t even have to hear her speak to feel more content than I have in, well...years. It’s a strange thing to feel so strongly for someone I don’t know too well and see so little of. And I would think her being taken would deter it, but it doesn’t.
I’m so confused…
(Present, now)
Even now, it makes little sense to me. Maybe even less so since we exchanged phone numbers. Really, I offered mine first so she had someone to talk to if she needed someone outside of work (referring back to her saying I was only 1 of 2 people she really felt comfortable talking to). I wasn’t expecting any number in return (if she did call, can always block the number). But, she gave it freely, thinking it was sweet that I offered.
It’s so high school for me all over again….*sigh*.
Talked to Slaixth last night about a Star Wars story he had. I have to say, it was, somewhat inspiring. It got me thinking about my own stories I need to finish/write. Hopefully, that will lead to me actually doing it. Still, it was fun.
I don’t really have much else to say or talk about. Just needed to get the one thing off my chest more than anything. And the Slaixth part was an added bonus. Till later.
So here I am at lunch, waiting for my food to finish cooking in the microwave and of course, my mind is drifting. It’s been drifting (on and off) all day really.
I found myself looking forward to this time all day and since I left work last night. And the reason why is simple enough to guess.
Monica.
She’s all I’m thinking about. Wanting to be in her presence every minute. I don’t even have to hear her speak to feel more content than I have in, well...years. It’s a strange thing to feel so strongly for someone I don’t know too well and see so little of. And I would think her being taken would deter it, but it doesn’t.
I’m so confused…
(Present, now)
Even now, it makes little sense to me. Maybe even less so since we exchanged phone numbers. Really, I offered mine first so she had someone to talk to if she needed someone outside of work (referring back to her saying I was only 1 of 2 people she really felt comfortable talking to). I wasn’t expecting any number in return (if she did call, can always block the number). But, she gave it freely, thinking it was sweet that I offered.
It’s so high school for me all over again….*sigh*.
Talked to Slaixth last night about a Star Wars story he had. I have to say, it was, somewhat inspiring. It got me thinking about my own stories I need to finish/write. Hopefully, that will lead to me actually doing it. Still, it was fun.
I don’t really have much else to say or talk about. Just needed to get the one thing off my chest more than anything. And the Slaixth part was an added bonus. Till later.