27 shooting stars for me and 27 mosquito bites for him
florida was good
my favorite part was being with cady for a week, obviously
the dolphins ruled pretty hard too though
and i love her family
so i guess there were a lot of positives to it
even though florida was fun and not fort wayne
i was way stoked to get home
for some reason, i missed mark a lot
weird, no?
like...a lot, a lot
like...i don't remember missing someone that much ever
well, except cady last summer
but that's a whole 'nother story
so that's probably why i was so excited to come home
soooooooooooooooooooooo this summer is over
homestead went back to school today
and carroll is going back to school tomorrow
it's really weird that i'm not going back to south side
honestly, i wish i was
it'd make things so much simpler
and less sad..that's for sure
hmm..i can't decide how much i've enjoyed this summer
i mean, there's definitely been a ton of rad stuff that's happened
like...hanging out with cady everyday for a straight MONTH
(that was my favorite month all summer)
anddd mark asking me to be his girlfriend was preeeeeetty nice
but some shitty things have happened as welll
most of which i've already written in here
and others i don't wanna write about anyway
all-in-all...
i think it was one of my most memorable summers
mark-
he's still my boyfriend
and i haven't even considered breaking up with him
i don't want to either
there's just so many positive things to say about him
for one, cady absolutely loves him
which just makes me like him THAT much more
and that's hard to do cuz i like him A LOT
i think...i really do think...
i like him more than i've liked anyone else...ever
and i'm so stoked about it, SO STOKED
cady-
she's leaving me
i don't wanna talk about it though
i just don't know what i'm gonna do...
god, i'm gonna miss her
megan-
her life rules right now
and i'm happy for her
that's just about all i can sayyy
me-
things are so confusing right now
i don't think i get this college thing
and i for sure don't wanna go
which may actually end up happening if i don't get my shit straighted out
ugh, i don't wanna be a piece of shit
but i won't let that (becoming a piece of shit) happen to me
i just won't
hmm..
i'm also hoping my parents don't divorce
that's something i always think about
it's the worst thing in the world to have in the back of your head, lemme tell you
i really just wish i was in high school right now
and tomorrow was my first day of school
and that meant i couldn't sleep tonight cuz i was so excited
ugh...that'd be like...cloud 9 for me right now
my favorite part was being with cady for a week, obviously
the dolphins ruled pretty hard too though
and i love her family
so i guess there were a lot of positives to it
even though florida was fun and not fort wayne
i was way stoked to get home
for some reason, i missed mark a lot
weird, no?
like...a lot, a lot
like...i don't remember missing someone that much ever
well, except cady last summer
but that's a whole 'nother story
so that's probably why i was so excited to come home
soooooooooooooooooooooo this summer is over
homestead went back to school today
and carroll is going back to school tomorrow
it's really weird that i'm not going back to south side
honestly, i wish i was
it'd make things so much simpler
and less sad..that's for sure
hmm..i can't decide how much i've enjoyed this summer
i mean, there's definitely been a ton of rad stuff that's happened
like...hanging out with cady everyday for a straight MONTH
(that was my favorite month all summer)
anddd mark asking me to be his girlfriend was preeeeeetty nice
but some shitty things have happened as welll
most of which i've already written in here
and others i don't wanna write about anyway
all-in-all...
i think it was one of my most memorable summers
mark-
he's still my boyfriend
and i haven't even considered breaking up with him
i don't want to either
there's just so many positive things to say about him
for one, cady absolutely loves him
which just makes me like him THAT much more
and that's hard to do cuz i like him A LOT
i think...i really do think...
i like him more than i've liked anyone else...ever
and i'm so stoked about it, SO STOKED
cady-
she's leaving me
i don't wanna talk about it though
i just don't know what i'm gonna do...
god, i'm gonna miss her
megan-
her life rules right now
and i'm happy for her
that's just about all i can sayyy
me-
things are so confusing right now
i don't think i get this college thing
and i for sure don't wanna go
which may actually end up happening if i don't get my shit straighted out
ugh, i don't wanna be a piece of shit
but i won't let that (becoming a piece of shit) happen to me
i just won't
hmm..
i'm also hoping my parents don't divorce
that's something i always think about
it's the worst thing in the world to have in the back of your head, lemme tell you
i really just wish i was in high school right now
and tomorrow was my first day of school
and that meant i couldn't sleep tonight cuz i was so excited
ugh...that'd be like...cloud 9 for me right now