Mar 01, 2005 19:32
I wish there was just one day where I would'nt get picked on/messed with/made fun of in some way shape or form. Is that a big request? I thought not, but it seems so.
As more and more time goes by, my will of life diminishes slowy for now, but nothing ever gets better the bad things just build and smother any good moments I have. I try to hide in my games, but in the end its only buying me time. I really want someone to talk to, someone who will hear me out, someone who knows how to make things better, thats all.
O well, back to trying to rust these chains away. Ill get them one day, then all my problems will be solved
In all honesty im dreading and dreaming of that very day. For if it comes I will have lost people very dear to me.