Jan 14, 2005 11:58
Well it was my first day back to school since the world stoped turnging. Let me tell you it was'tn easy, all the people trying to cheer me up was somewhat awkward, but I appreciate it, Thanks Casey. Im glad I did'nt run into any of the before said people, as I dont know how or if I could of reacted. I just am not ready for that.
But things will never be the same between any of those involved, I just dont understand how they could be, but alas I was really was the one hurt most in all this mess(atleast I think I was). But thats what I get for letting my guard down. Eh i'll never forget that one again, Emosegus has seen to that, with a nice love bite.
But I will do my best to overcome all of this, but you have to give me some time, this is alot to overcome all at once. Ill try to get things back to normal one day, but its not now.
Thats all I got for now, ill catch ya later.