long time no write?
So i realized ive only been posting once every six months for the last like 3 years. i was reading some of my old entries and see how much ive grown. i was pretty stupid and immature. but i guess at the same time is was all a lotta fun.
Old boyfriends, my first apartment, prom, all the destructive parties, fun parties, all my old friends. A lotta history on here i guess.
I just had my 21st birthday on Sunday. I don't feel any older, well i didnt until i came on here anyway, lol. I never thought i would miss windsor when we moved here, but man, me and dylan just went up this past weekend and i really do miss it. But i know things are better for us up here. We're both working full time, we wanna get married and have kids in the next few years, so i guess its all good. or is it? am i really ready to grow up? i dont know if i want to. I wish i could go back to partying and getting shit faced with cheezewhiz, or whom no ones even heard from in months, which is too bad. staying up all night laughing at stupid shit and watching stupid movies, going to work still drunk from the night before. but part of me doesn't think these people miss me like i miss them. who knows.
dylan and i have been together over 2 and a half years now. we got a dog back in november, his name is whiskey and hes 7 months old hes half lab half walker hound, hes a big suck. dylans been workin at a factory making air filters and i'm well... still at subway, its been 2 years now, i guess it could be worse tho, a lady i work w ith has been there for 13 years. if thats me in 11 years can someone please shoot me? i plan on going to college tho in sept 2009 so that would be good and get me outta here lol.
i don't know what else is new... i still party tho! just not as hard i guess. i go to the bar with the girls from work thats all there is to do around hee haha , thats all ya do in petrolia, smoke pot and drink. but its all in good fun, weve met some cool people, but still, its not the same people we knew in windsor and i do miss them.
my little broth john's birthday is tomorrow, hes gonna be 19, im thinkin to myself, holy shit thats just ridiculous! and my moms tellin me shes almost 50! seems like just last year john was 14, makes ya wonder where the last 5 years have gone, its crazy.
Old boyfriends, my first apartment, prom, all the destructive parties, fun parties, all my old friends. A lotta history on here i guess.
I just had my 21st birthday on Sunday. I don't feel any older, well i didnt until i came on here anyway, lol. I never thought i would miss windsor when we moved here, but man, me and dylan just went up this past weekend and i really do miss it. But i know things are better for us up here. We're both working full time, we wanna get married and have kids in the next few years, so i guess its all good. or is it? am i really ready to grow up? i dont know if i want to. I wish i could go back to partying and getting shit faced with cheezewhiz, or whom no ones even heard from in months, which is too bad. staying up all night laughing at stupid shit and watching stupid movies, going to work still drunk from the night before. but part of me doesn't think these people miss me like i miss them. who knows.
dylan and i have been together over 2 and a half years now. we got a dog back in november, his name is whiskey and hes 7 months old hes half lab half walker hound, hes a big suck. dylans been workin at a factory making air filters and i'm well... still at subway, its been 2 years now, i guess it could be worse tho, a lady i work w ith has been there for 13 years. if thats me in 11 years can someone please shoot me? i plan on going to college tho in sept 2009 so that would be good and get me outta here lol.
i don't know what else is new... i still party tho! just not as hard i guess. i go to the bar with the girls from work thats all there is to do around hee haha , thats all ya do in petrolia, smoke pot and drink. but its all in good fun, weve met some cool people, but still, its not the same people we knew in windsor and i do miss them.
my little broth john's birthday is tomorrow, hes gonna be 19, im thinkin to myself, holy shit thats just ridiculous! and my moms tellin me shes almost 50! seems like just last year john was 14, makes ya wonder where the last 5 years have gone, its crazy.