i'm happy wondering
the last day has been absolute insanity. i don't have much time, but i want to write it down before i forget.
spent the rest of friday day dealing with getting ready to go.
I GOT INTO THE PARIS PROGRAM FOR NEXT YEAR!! (well, georgetown accepted me, and then they send my app to the program, but if you get through the gtown system, you get in.) now i just have to decide if i want to go. having spend the last month convinced i wouldn't get in, i talked up to myself all the good things about staying at gtown, at least for a semester. so now i'm not sure what i want to do. i mean, of course i want to go to paris for a year. but. it's going to be a long week of deciding.
then dinner at this random diner place w/ hil, caitlin, sami, sean, and sami's roommate. yummm. and then on the way back, we decided to pick up a bottle of wine, so we went back to caitlin's place and sat around and drank wine.
me and hil went back to our floor for me to finish packing, etc. instead i ended up talking to horowitz online about the guempel situation for a long time. (he was already home, hence the online.) it was a really good conversation, and i love horowitz so much. resulted in me convincing myself to once again get over guempel.
then walked into the lounge w/ a bottle of champagne to be badass with hilary, and who else is in there but guempel, of course? we hung out and poor boy was stressed out and then we popped the champagne (oh we are rebels...) and sat around and drank some, and were generally crazy, and i learned more about his, um, personal life, etc than i have all year and it was hilarious, and then hilary went to bed and the two of us continued drinking and being hilarious, and then we finished the champagne (oh and we were eating dark chocolate too haha) and juan came in and hung out w/ us for a while and somehow they both promised to set me up with baseball boys... hahaha and then juan left and we hung out more, and then it was almost 3:30, so we said bye, etc and went to pack. and i was out of there and at the front gates to meet my cab by 4.
goal for this week: get hot, confident, and over guempel. since i've never had that goal before ;-)
(so fucking hard when we had one of the most fun, relaxed, absurd, hilarious, comfortable nights we've ever had, after which my whole exhausted self just wanted to cry. which i def did on the plane.)
the plane ride was actually really good. watched 'the family stone' and listened to a lot of music and tried to sleep, and looked out the window a lot.
and now i'm in berkeley!! oh it's going to be a good week.
spent the rest of friday day dealing with getting ready to go.
I GOT INTO THE PARIS PROGRAM FOR NEXT YEAR!! (well, georgetown accepted me, and then they send my app to the program, but if you get through the gtown system, you get in.) now i just have to decide if i want to go. having spend the last month convinced i wouldn't get in, i talked up to myself all the good things about staying at gtown, at least for a semester. so now i'm not sure what i want to do. i mean, of course i want to go to paris for a year. but. it's going to be a long week of deciding.
then dinner at this random diner place w/ hil, caitlin, sami, sean, and sami's roommate. yummm. and then on the way back, we decided to pick up a bottle of wine, so we went back to caitlin's place and sat around and drank wine.
me and hil went back to our floor for me to finish packing, etc. instead i ended up talking to horowitz online about the guempel situation for a long time. (he was already home, hence the online.) it was a really good conversation, and i love horowitz so much. resulted in me convincing myself to once again get over guempel.
then walked into the lounge w/ a bottle of champagne to be badass with hilary, and who else is in there but guempel, of course? we hung out and poor boy was stressed out and then we popped the champagne (oh we are rebels...) and sat around and drank some, and were generally crazy, and i learned more about his, um, personal life, etc than i have all year and it was hilarious, and then hilary went to bed and the two of us continued drinking and being hilarious, and then we finished the champagne (oh and we were eating dark chocolate too haha) and juan came in and hung out w/ us for a while and somehow they both promised to set me up with baseball boys... hahaha and then juan left and we hung out more, and then it was almost 3:30, so we said bye, etc and went to pack. and i was out of there and at the front gates to meet my cab by 4.
goal for this week: get hot, confident, and over guempel. since i've never had that goal before ;-)
(so fucking hard when we had one of the most fun, relaxed, absurd, hilarious, comfortable nights we've ever had, after which my whole exhausted self just wanted to cry. which i def did on the plane.)
the plane ride was actually really good. watched 'the family stone' and listened to a lot of music and tried to sleep, and looked out the window a lot.
and now i'm in berkeley!! oh it's going to be a good week.