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you've turned into someone i inadvertently need.
i feel like you're completely foreign to me,
but i know i need you there regardless.
need.
need.
need.
want.
i looked for an hour for our necklace.
just so i could wear it last night.
i kept my hand there the whole time.
dancing turned into talking, instead.
dancing turned into talking turned into wondering why i was thinking about you, instead.
thinking about you the way i havent in a while.
him: "man, i hook up with someone."
me: "yeah, i wanna kiss her."
fuck your mom, fuck your sister.
i dont care.
i want to be there for lazy days.
i want you and your quiet mornings.
you can have the late nights, just dont leave while im sleeping next to you.
i dont know.
one side is sparkly.
one side is unmeasurably sad.
highs and lows, is what my life is composed of.
i wish you were closer.
i feel like you're completely foreign to me,
but i know i need you there regardless.
need.
need.
need.
want.
i looked for an hour for our necklace.
just so i could wear it last night.
i kept my hand there the whole time.
dancing turned into talking, instead.
dancing turned into talking turned into wondering why i was thinking about you, instead.
thinking about you the way i havent in a while.
him: "man, i hook up with someone."
me: "yeah, i wanna kiss her."
fuck your mom, fuck your sister.
i dont care.
i want to be there for lazy days.
i want you and your quiet mornings.
you can have the late nights, just dont leave while im sleeping next to you.
i dont know.
one side is sparkly.
one side is unmeasurably sad.
highs and lows, is what my life is composed of.
i wish you were closer.