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[carcrashlove___]

i feel like i have been having the most amazing time lately.
i'm happy.

but i can't get to you.
i don't know why.
i don't even know how to go about it.
things are easier when i don't think.
you texted me for kevin's number but i was sleeping.
i felt empty all the next day.
its like, i haven't talked to you in weeks,
but you're gona text me for someone else's number.
idk.
i didn't like the way it made me feel.
but i guess that's you.

things are moving kind of quickly now.
it's hard to stop.