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[carcrashlove___]

i will set off the dissolving action which will set our lives apart.
i will record this on a small sheet of paper,
crumple it up and destroy the world with it.
i will initiate our dispersion into the world.
i will be the cause of this breaking of bonds,
this concrete barrier which will evolve into our lives.
eventually, the vines will grow around it and it wont be so intrusive.
eventually, the flowers will bloom and you will forget all of that which lays underneath it.
i am your foundation.
i am your support beams.
if i break, youll surely follow.
all of you will.
im a little contagious,
im a little addictive.
im a little dangerous.
but im not trouble.
i wish i was trouble.
most of which defines our lives weve never seen.
most of which defines who we are is something we are unconcious to.
most of which changes our lives we are out of control of.
ive fallen in love with everything.
ive fallen in love with the sky.
ive fallen in love with the people.
ive fallen in love with the intoxication.
ive fallen in love with the suffocation.
ive fallen in love with asphixiation.
the vector at which the pillow hits your face and the velocity at which your limbs are going limp is irrelevant.
DNE.
DNE.
DNE.
ive forgotten the person i want you to be does not exist.
youve forgotten that i actually do not exist.
im nothing more than the things you cant be yourself.
im nothing more than a product of everyone around me.
i am you.
but you are not me.
you are not inside of me.
you are not in my head.
i am inside of you.
i am in your head.
whos been sleeping in your head?
whats in your head?