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[carcrashlove___]

im better than this, better than all of it.
i need you to get me out of this as fast as possible.
im really over the back and forth.
nothing will happen.
nothing will happen.
nothing will happen.
just get me out.
things couldve changed.
didnt.
didnt.
didnt.
wont.
shrug, but did i really expect them to?
no not really.
i wouldve liked to believe it.
lie lie lie.
i know things i shouldnt.
think things i shoudlnt.
want things i shouldnt.

but who the fuck cares.