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[carcrashlove___]

i went through my call list today,
and its the same five people over and over again.
and im really okay with that (:
i text three or four people a day max, and really.
im okay with that (:
is this what finding your niche is?
when everything is so boring its exciting,
with the same people day in and day out,
but you still really enjoy it. (:
things are starting to fall into place now.
baby car, baby freedoms (:
baby is fucking happy (:
i like this,
i like this a lot.
everyone is okay, and for once, everything
feels really good, (:
im not looking for anything new anymore.
i like the old,
miss the old.
maybe this isnt old, but it isnt new.
its like finding that one thing you didnt know you still had but missed, and one day its just there, and things are fucking great.
that didnt make any fucking sense.
i dont care (: