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you want to know what i think?
that was unfair to do, and you know it.
i dont hide shit from you, why would i?
how far would that get me in life?
to hide things from you when i talk to you the most and when i spend my life with you, and i plan on being with you for a very long time.
what would the fucking point be?
NO, i dont deliberately say and not say things. the things i write are when i am in extreme moods, like now for example. when i get so pissed off, sad, or angry, and its the only thing i can do. these are my extremities. which means most of what i say in here, is about 75% true to what i actually feel. i dont keep things from you or hide my feelings, despite what you think. if i have a major problem, ill tell you about it. yelling at me over a fuckig text message does not encourage me to pour my heart out to you.
i dont force you to talk,
i dont make you do anything.
whatever you tell me is your free will.
you cant say that i dont tell you things.
because i do, and i know i do.
i could shut you out and keep you in the dark,
but im not going to.
what i think and what i feel you know. i may tone it down a little bit as to avoid confrontation, confusion, or anger. but it is still what is inside of me. you know why im not happy right now. there are things that i cannot change and i have to deal with it. you should be able to see that without me writing it on a fucking billboard.
i dont know what the hell was wrong with you tonight,
but next time you decide to say random shit like that.
im not going to sit here and cry about it,
im gona talk back until your the one asking me to leave you alone.
i didnt do shit to you.
i dont enjoy random bouts of anger towards me.
i dont hide things from you,
i dont lie to you.
i dont do shit!
and here you come, texting me like i need you to make me feel like shit all over again.
in case you havent noticed,
i miss you.
and that makes me feel like crap.
you didnt leave on good terms,
and quite possibly that makes me feel worse.
so lets take a wild guess as to how this made me feel.
fucking grand.
i turned my phone off.
that was unfair to do, and you know it.
i dont hide shit from you, why would i?
how far would that get me in life?
to hide things from you when i talk to you the most and when i spend my life with you, and i plan on being with you for a very long time.
what would the fucking point be?
NO, i dont deliberately say and not say things. the things i write are when i am in extreme moods, like now for example. when i get so pissed off, sad, or angry, and its the only thing i can do. these are my extremities. which means most of what i say in here, is about 75% true to what i actually feel. i dont keep things from you or hide my feelings, despite what you think. if i have a major problem, ill tell you about it. yelling at me over a fuckig text message does not encourage me to pour my heart out to you.
i dont force you to talk,
i dont make you do anything.
whatever you tell me is your free will.
you cant say that i dont tell you things.
because i do, and i know i do.
i could shut you out and keep you in the dark,
but im not going to.
what i think and what i feel you know. i may tone it down a little bit as to avoid confrontation, confusion, or anger. but it is still what is inside of me. you know why im not happy right now. there are things that i cannot change and i have to deal with it. you should be able to see that without me writing it on a fucking billboard.
i dont know what the hell was wrong with you tonight,
but next time you decide to say random shit like that.
im not going to sit here and cry about it,
im gona talk back until your the one asking me to leave you alone.
i didnt do shit to you.
i dont enjoy random bouts of anger towards me.
i dont hide things from you,
i dont lie to you.
i dont do shit!
and here you come, texting me like i need you to make me feel like shit all over again.
in case you havent noticed,
i miss you.
and that makes me feel like crap.
you didnt leave on good terms,
and quite possibly that makes me feel worse.
so lets take a wild guess as to how this made me feel.
fucking grand.
i turned my phone off.