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I wrote something yesterday that I felt really uncomfortable about just because any one could read this and I don't trust people with alot of things. So, I deleted it. I might write about it again though and feel more comfortable with having people read it. I'm just not ready now. I really need someone to talk to about shit. I find it hard to talk to people though only because they don't really know anything that I am going through. Also, people just say they are there and would listen to you so you tell them what is wrong and then they go talk about it with there friends. I don't like that. I hate not being able to trust people. I hate not being able to tell people things. My mom told me yesterday that my 3 year old cousin Kerry is in the hospital. They found this bump? on her or something well I don't really know the whole thing, but she might need surgery. It really makes me upset thinking about her there because I've been in a hospital like 3? times and I know what it is like. She is so little and only three and I don't want her to be there. I wish people were better. People deserve better. I hate how young kids or babies die and people say that 'it was there time to go' but how was it there time to go? They weren't even living yet to do anything they hadn't experienced anything and they die. It's unfair and really sad.