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i am a fool. most indubitably, i am very foolish. i seem to have made some exceptionally foolhardy decisions, many times regarding these foolish mortal emotions that have cost me so much, and gained me one of the most precious things of all, if only for a very small piece of time. i am a fool. an utter, misinterprating, ibecilic, fool who cannot sound out what should be known and felt. perhaps if i had been more attuned, i would not have missed out on a great and wonderful experience. but, being the idiotic fool i am, i did miss it. many times ignorance is bliss, but on occasions such as this, ignorance is the worst thing i could've possibly had. ah well. i'm glad that i am still a friend, even though thats all i usually ever am. but thats how it goes. i'll just have to wait for life to take its course and hope for the best.