Jumble
The states. I really don't know what to say. I remember my first day at smith was weird. I was not used to seeing women walk around, women with blue mohawks and shaved heads. Women holding hands.
Now this is not to say that I have any sort of problem with it, it was just a culture shock.
And I don't know why.
On the bus girls were reading a fashion magazine and making obnoxious comments about it.
That was a culture shock.
Children speaking in english...
Something is different something is wrong and I don't know what it is.
I knew this might be a little difficult for me but that if I just worked my ass of from the moment I arrived back at Hampshire I'd be OK.
I don't know if it will be OK now.
I'm overwhelmed and don't know what is happening.
My head is somewhere else.
I wish I knew how I felt so I could express it. But there is just this feeling I have of the states of being back here in the states that I'm not kosher with.
I want to run away but at the same time I want to stay.
And I want everything to change and nothing to change.
I feel like I'm homesick but I don't know where my home actually is.
Now this is not to say that I have any sort of problem with it, it was just a culture shock.
And I don't know why.
On the bus girls were reading a fashion magazine and making obnoxious comments about it.
That was a culture shock.
Children speaking in english...
Something is different something is wrong and I don't know what it is.
I knew this might be a little difficult for me but that if I just worked my ass of from the moment I arrived back at Hampshire I'd be OK.
I don't know if it will be OK now.
I'm overwhelmed and don't know what is happening.
My head is somewhere else.
I wish I knew how I felt so I could express it. But there is just this feeling I have of the states of being back here in the states that I'm not kosher with.
I want to run away but at the same time I want to stay.
And I want everything to change and nothing to change.
I feel like I'm homesick but I don't know where my home actually is.