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interesting thing happened today Master listend and heard. there was an inncedent last night that upset me and has always had the tendency to throw up my walls. I've tryed to explain this to him before with no luck and always yhe same .. walls go up and things go back to husband and wife. this time when we talked today he actually heard me and apologised. not only that understood and asked me to always let him know that its happening so he can change it. as we talked we bith came to the realization that this time there is something different. don't know what it is but there has been a change in both of us. I do believe I have my Master back and for the first time in so very long I believe I can have me back. not just hope but truly believe. I'm nit nieve enough to think that it will all be peaches and pumpkin pie there will be hick ups and blow ups I'm sure we are human but I do believe that we BOTH will be able ti wirk through them together because its what we both want. I'm truly happy that I returned to the truck with him
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