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after talking I felt worse. I necer ment to make or put Master last in my life. I suppose its easy to get lost in the day to day life things while he is away. I have made it my mission to show him he is most certainly does not come last. not only is he my Master he is my husband and I truly miss him. and will go on the road more often with him. I believe I have gotten things here situated so that unless there is an emergency I do not need to rush home. and He said I can come back often so I believe I can spend a few weeks on the road with him and a few weeks home and so on. if this works I believe I can make Him happy most certainly as well as everyone else and I can stilk see our grandson grow up.
I love Master so much and I need time with Him as well. I hate that I have hurt him and worse didn't even realize it was happening....
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