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I have never been in such a state of utter confusion....about everything....and everyone. I feel so scared and so alone and so eeeeegh.
I despise this feeling.
I just don't understand anymore, where did I go wrong? Where do I continue to do so? I dont get what I did that made things the way they are. I thought everything was going to be okay, I actually never sensed a problem. I guess I was wrong? All I can do is say that I am sorry...in regards to what I am sorry for....I have not the slightest clue. But in apologizing I am hoping to make things better, not that they could get much worse. I just wish things could go back to where they were.
Here you can be anything, anything that scares you, I think that scares you.
I despise this feeling.
I just don't understand anymore, where did I go wrong? Where do I continue to do so? I dont get what I did that made things the way they are. I thought everything was going to be okay, I actually never sensed a problem. I guess I was wrong? All I can do is say that I am sorry...in regards to what I am sorry for....I have not the slightest clue. But in apologizing I am hoping to make things better, not that they could get much worse. I just wish things could go back to where they were.
Here you can be anything, anything that scares you, I think that scares you.