s'been a long time since i felt like this.
withdrawals approaching, i don't even know who the hell i'm withdrawing for/about.
why do you play with my head, why do you play with my mind?
school's starting soon. do not want.
each time i try i just break down and cry
everytime i see you, hear your voice, i get a mini heart attack.
sounds like i'm going to die soon.
pain in my head oh i'd rather be dead
want to run away, from everything and anything.
too bad life's too cruel.
spinning around and around
looked back at the photos when i was younger.
and i wonder if i will be able to smile like this ever again.