May 05, 2008 22:43
Beach blonde hair, blue eyes, golden brown tan.
I miss it.
I feel like I'm hiding. Pale, brown hair, I'm lacking energy for life.
I wish there were understanding, passion, compassion.
I would love to just ride around on a warm summer night just talking, park somewhere near the water, and just feel that peace I dream about. With whoever really, just not alone. I wish I knew people understood and could relate to things I do. Maybe they do..
I miss hugs. I need a hug.
And yet I'm still happy, maybe it's because I'm a dreamer, and when you can dream, you can feel however you want to feel whenever you want to feel it.
This all sounds so weird and corny, but it's just how I feel right now on a rainy Monday night.