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[carblair]

I guess the reason why I'm in this mess
is because i never felt good enough
so when something made me feel like
i was appreciated and worth anything
i completely fell away from reality
and myself. I got stuck and didn't believe
that I was strong enough myself to pull
through. I was right. Thankfully something
happened and it got me through far enough
so I could see that I was stronger and
worth so much more than I believed I once was.