Would super powers be too much to ask?
Okay look if I've got to play the hero stick then is it really too much to ask to have some sort of super powers. Playing hero with no powers just sucks ass and not in a you look mighty cute in those jeans sort of way.
Had a fairly rough week at work that didn't leave much from my body and I'm sort of wondering how badly it affected my mind or maybe my mind is just really screwed up any way so you can't really count any of my insanity anymore.
So anyway I'm dead in bed and thanks to lack of my slippery grip on reality I don't know if someone was knocking on my door at 5:00am or not. I had a lot of weird crap going on in my dreams last night that seemed real at the time so maybe I just dreamed the whole someone asking to die because if I don't get off of work until midnight then I wouldn't come to the door at 5:00am for all the Asian hookers and booze you could throw at me. If it was real I didn't pull the gun out and knee cap someone so I'll mark it up as hero.
Really didn't feel up to running the grandparents around town for things, but once again the hero thing.
Been dealing with some e-mails from a guy that things didn't work out with but he still has trouble understanding we just wouldn't make good play partners. Could have been all rude and nasty about it, but my gods there has been enough mean and nasty with kink to last me several more lives so I was the good guy about sorry no.
Idiot down the road wanted a lift for narcotics because he had surgery that removed a good bit of bone. Considering how Americans are screw you lay there and suffer when it comes to pain management who am I to get in the way of whatever works. So I guess hero crap for helping someone that other people would just spit on or something.
Even made the phone call to help set it up for Brain to go help BJ search for a car at Car Max so I guess I was being the damn good guy there as well.
Ha ha, funny though being a Buddhist who doesn't believe in Karma. I do all sorts of the good guy shit and about the best stuff that seems to happen to me is when ever I have a day that seems almost livable. Well okay maybe Venture Brothers season 3 is my cosmic pay back for the good guy crap.
Had a fairly rough week at work that didn't leave much from my body and I'm sort of wondering how badly it affected my mind or maybe my mind is just really screwed up any way so you can't really count any of my insanity anymore.
So anyway I'm dead in bed and thanks to lack of my slippery grip on reality I don't know if someone was knocking on my door at 5:00am or not. I had a lot of weird crap going on in my dreams last night that seemed real at the time so maybe I just dreamed the whole someone asking to die because if I don't get off of work until midnight then I wouldn't come to the door at 5:00am for all the Asian hookers and booze you could throw at me. If it was real I didn't pull the gun out and knee cap someone so I'll mark it up as hero.
Really didn't feel up to running the grandparents around town for things, but once again the hero thing.
Been dealing with some e-mails from a guy that things didn't work out with but he still has trouble understanding we just wouldn't make good play partners. Could have been all rude and nasty about it, but my gods there has been enough mean and nasty with kink to last me several more lives so I was the good guy about sorry no.
Idiot down the road wanted a lift for narcotics because he had surgery that removed a good bit of bone. Considering how Americans are screw you lay there and suffer when it comes to pain management who am I to get in the way of whatever works. So I guess hero crap for helping someone that other people would just spit on or something.
Even made the phone call to help set it up for Brain to go help BJ search for a car at Car Max so I guess I was being the damn good guy there as well.
Ha ha, funny though being a Buddhist who doesn't believe in Karma. I do all sorts of the good guy shit and about the best stuff that seems to happen to me is when ever I have a day that seems almost livable. Well okay maybe Venture Brothers season 3 is my cosmic pay back for the good guy crap.