Fail and ownage.
Yes I'm still trying to figure out what I'm going to do with gamer speak since I think I'm going to take the summer off from the MMO games. I'm just not the type to play more than one of them at the time and I only jump ship for another game when things get really bad with the old game so I think I'm going to wait on Warhammer then compare all the games to see which one is going to be the best fit.
Saturday I found myself in the rather odd place of too many things that I could have done to be human. Could have gone to hang around with the group to see if hanging around with kinky people could get back some of what I seem to be missing as an odd kinky person. Sometimes I just wonder if I'm kinky any more or not, but then I don't think I could have built the stuff I did or have the dreams that I do if something was perverted deep down in my soul.
Sonny wanted me to go roll play with the nerds, but I don't know I just lost my love for role-playing somewhere down the line. I guess after you've had the computer do all the grunt work of gaming and can game naked if you want to it's just a chore to do things the old way with pencils and dice any more. Plus I really feel behind on comic books when the price got so high and they became rough to find so I don't have the skills for good super hero role playing anymore either.
So instead of being human I decided to be a self centered little monster and be all about me. I know it's a horrible thing to say, but some times toys bring me more joy and fulfillment than people do. Maybe it's because you don't have to sexy, smart, handsome, witty, rich, or any of those things for toys, you just need enough money to get your toy fix. Got to admit it was a pretty good fix not only finding some tough to find Toys-R-Us exclusive Joes and Cobras but also finding the tough to find figure I needed for a custom. To put it in gamer it was finding a rare purple drop in an area that's normally farmed to death.
On one hand I feel bad for not being human, on the other hand there is the joy that only a hard to find toy can bring and being one step closer to finishing off the original 13 Joes in the 25th style.
At least I don't have to worry about being human today because the rest of my relatives sure aren't human.
Saturday I found myself in the rather odd place of too many things that I could have done to be human. Could have gone to hang around with the group to see if hanging around with kinky people could get back some of what I seem to be missing as an odd kinky person. Sometimes I just wonder if I'm kinky any more or not, but then I don't think I could have built the stuff I did or have the dreams that I do if something was perverted deep down in my soul.
Sonny wanted me to go roll play with the nerds, but I don't know I just lost my love for role-playing somewhere down the line. I guess after you've had the computer do all the grunt work of gaming and can game naked if you want to it's just a chore to do things the old way with pencils and dice any more. Plus I really feel behind on comic books when the price got so high and they became rough to find so I don't have the skills for good super hero role playing anymore either.
So instead of being human I decided to be a self centered little monster and be all about me. I know it's a horrible thing to say, but some times toys bring me more joy and fulfillment than people do. Maybe it's because you don't have to sexy, smart, handsome, witty, rich, or any of those things for toys, you just need enough money to get your toy fix. Got to admit it was a pretty good fix not only finding some tough to find Toys-R-Us exclusive Joes and Cobras but also finding the tough to find figure I needed for a custom. To put it in gamer it was finding a rare purple drop in an area that's normally farmed to death.
On one hand I feel bad for not being human, on the other hand there is the joy that only a hard to find toy can bring and being one step closer to finishing off the original 13 Joes in the 25th style.
At least I don't have to worry about being human today because the rest of my relatives sure aren't human.