why am I always so busy
So I'm almost used to working and going to school. This semester is crap cause my classes are crap, but after this work will pay for all my classes. At least there will be no way for me to feel like I'm throwing money away. And if I can really get through this and done with my Cert, I'll at least have a back up.
Just as I was settling into a new routine, we up and start buying a house. No idea if its gonna work out, there are still a couple of road blocks. But we're packing. And I'm freaking out. How can I manage a house with Matt still being like he is? I don't know what I'm doing sometimes.
I'm actually in a pretty good mood today, oddly enough. The past few days haven't been fun, so I'm kind of surprised. I'll be sitting through my classes and then spending way too much time cleaning my house so we can make cookies. Actually, I don't think we'll have time to make cookies with how messy Matt left the house. So I guess we'll do it another day.
Christmas is gonna be tight this year if we get the house. Finals are gonna be awful, since I have papers to finish and a 15 minute presentation to write and give. And I doubt I'll mind, I'm so in love with this house. Even if we don't get it, I know our credit is good enough to get the loan. And since if we stayed in the apartment a bit longer it would only get better, I know that we can get a house soon. I had always planned to be in a house by our third year. Its a little later than that now, but 4th or even 5th wouldn't be that bad.
The house is really great, its in a place that makes it really easy for me to drive to everything, its really nice inside due to the situation it was first sold under. Its got a fenced in yard that means I could have a dog. I loves puppies =) And even if we don't get it, we'll be able to pay off the credit cards so fast by the time we look for another, we might be able to get an even nicer one. Matt and I have sorta talked about mom living with us or really near so that should could take care of the house and the kids when we have/get them. He doesn't seem real comfy with it, but I think I'll bring him around later.
I'm back to working on my weight. I'm doing ok watching my food, but not working out at all yet. Gonna work on that next.
I'm hooked on Oblivion again. I can only manage to play it like an hour every other day. I got the Overhaul on it now, so its soo deathly hard. but it sure made it not boring. I wish I could play now =( I'm supposed to be doing homework anyway, but the chapters to this book are really boring. I hope next semesters classes don't feel so useless. I already feel bad not being at work, but I'd feel worse being here after work for this class.
I have to remember to ask for my transcript today. they want it for my loan. I don't even know where to go to get it.
I can't believe how nice the weather is for November. It might even still be warm by my birthday. that'd be wierd.
I meant to get on here and complain, but I don't really feel like it anymore. I'm really mad at Matt for messing up the house so bad, and not looking forward to having to clean it tonight. But everything could be lots worse, and for some reason I'm mostly focused on the better parts of life (Mostly Oblivion right now). I guess I'll go set up a weight training schedule.
Just as I was settling into a new routine, we up and start buying a house. No idea if its gonna work out, there are still a couple of road blocks. But we're packing. And I'm freaking out. How can I manage a house with Matt still being like he is? I don't know what I'm doing sometimes.
I'm actually in a pretty good mood today, oddly enough. The past few days haven't been fun, so I'm kind of surprised. I'll be sitting through my classes and then spending way too much time cleaning my house so we can make cookies. Actually, I don't think we'll have time to make cookies with how messy Matt left the house. So I guess we'll do it another day.
Christmas is gonna be tight this year if we get the house. Finals are gonna be awful, since I have papers to finish and a 15 minute presentation to write and give. And I doubt I'll mind, I'm so in love with this house. Even if we don't get it, I know our credit is good enough to get the loan. And since if we stayed in the apartment a bit longer it would only get better, I know that we can get a house soon. I had always planned to be in a house by our third year. Its a little later than that now, but 4th or even 5th wouldn't be that bad.
The house is really great, its in a place that makes it really easy for me to drive to everything, its really nice inside due to the situation it was first sold under. Its got a fenced in yard that means I could have a dog. I loves puppies =) And even if we don't get it, we'll be able to pay off the credit cards so fast by the time we look for another, we might be able to get an even nicer one. Matt and I have sorta talked about mom living with us or really near so that should could take care of the house and the kids when we have/get them. He doesn't seem real comfy with it, but I think I'll bring him around later.
I'm back to working on my weight. I'm doing ok watching my food, but not working out at all yet. Gonna work on that next.
I'm hooked on Oblivion again. I can only manage to play it like an hour every other day. I got the Overhaul on it now, so its soo deathly hard. but it sure made it not boring. I wish I could play now =( I'm supposed to be doing homework anyway, but the chapters to this book are really boring. I hope next semesters classes don't feel so useless. I already feel bad not being at work, but I'd feel worse being here after work for this class.
I have to remember to ask for my transcript today. they want it for my loan. I don't even know where to go to get it.
I can't believe how nice the weather is for November. It might even still be warm by my birthday. that'd be wierd.
I meant to get on here and complain, but I don't really feel like it anymore. I'm really mad at Matt for messing up the house so bad, and not looking forward to having to clean it tonight. But everything could be lots worse, and for some reason I'm mostly focused on the better parts of life (Mostly Oblivion right now). I guess I'll go set up a weight training schedule.