been a wile

Aug 26, 2004 14:52

so ya its been a wile i did somthing kinda crazzy the other day a a guy i ahve dated before imed me and i went to hang with him you know me and reseeing guysd i have dated eather i ignor him or i jsut go way to far in to stuff. ya so i never thought that stuff in my mind would ever happen. like for instance i was tlaking to one of my friends to day in the commens. and one of these guy came up one i would date in a sec... but he dont know.. anywyas he said something like i dated a loser and its true im not good at picking guys but.. when it comes to the ones i would really date there to fare out of my reach b/c i get all shy around them .. ya me shy who new... so here i was jsut staring at him .. what my problem ... i dont know but he is so cute and on top of that he is such a nice guy .. really nice wow and a good person at that .. not the kind all there looking for is sex wich i by the way i am so tyerd of... why cant they jsut be looking for a good girl to have fun with and get to know... i ahve a softball meeting to day it will be intresting and i guess it seams i might be way busy then i thought with softball... so i fell away from God this week i need to read bible more ... and proble spend more time with him .. i need to look for a aconability partner
well still looking but well see
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