how it all sarted
ok so i think i left off telling u about this boy i had started dating. Lets call him butt face for now. ok so for the past week and a 1/2 but face was sweet, charming, careing and helpfull, loveing i could go on so i am going to stop there. some things I should have notesd that were a lil strange: after 4 days of knowing him he gives me Keys to his house, car, and room. He bought me a day planer and him one to so we would write what our sceduals in so we knew what eachother was doing, he said he wanted to get us rings so we knew we were eachothers, and so everytime we looked down at our fingers we would remember eachother, she went to his grand parents house for the weekend, wrote me a letter b/f he left and it read somthing like this: i cant waight to tell my greand ma about u and how we have desided to make a comentmet to eachother ( the rings also ment like a pre ingagment i found out latter) and that he will miss me and all of this shit. and all of this was after knowing him for less then a week and dating him for less then 3 days!!!!!!! ya i know i really should have notesed what was going on but for some resone i didnt. ok ya there is more ..... ok so he gets back from there and like for some reson is acting weird a nother sign i whould get out lol o but no i dont lol it keeps going i met his mom he tells me i am the only g/f of his that has ever met his mom, tells me he wants to be w/ me for ever.... and fr some odd reason i belived this butt face who knows why. then my dear friend Kris opens my eyes and says come on you have known him for a week and u spend way tomuch time w/ him. i think her everyday for saying that b/c it really opend my eyes. he was playing me! lol wich is funny to me b/c i have played boys b/f ( yes i know this is bad and i stoped way long time ago like a year or so ago) so i was like o my this is stuff i have done to guys only insted of like giving them keys to my house or car lol i would lewer them in other ways. I know its bad of me it really is! so maybe i got what i asked for. ok so ya i wish it stoped there but it didnt. i went to his house one morning to wake him up. i wake him up then like he always did he want back to sleep. so i did to after a wile. then i wake up to a good friend calling me ,on my cee,about something she needed help w/. and then we were boh awake after that so we stsrt kissing and im like i wish i could take you right now but i know its not good and we cant( by taking i ment sex) we both had descused allready taht we wouldnt have sex.... so i lay back down and he pulls me to him and says the word i will never for get from butt face "go on just take me" .... then i said we cant do that i cant do that and then he went back to sleep so i got up sat there for like an hour and then woke him up told him i was going to get somthing to eat i asked him if he wanted anything he said no so i left when i came back he was gone... to be contenued.....