Last night
I'm trying to write this before I go insane from these kids. Jessica will be out soon, but before she does I want to write about last night.
Last night totally sucked. Why? Because I came out at the completely wrong moment.
Tanya was making love to Frankie and the baby started making noises (she woke up). I know it was Tanya because of how annoyed she got. For some reason that annoyance triggered me. So, I come out and I find myself laying in bed, looking at the crib, with Frankie's penis in my hand! ME! I was so hummiliated and pissed. I quickly sat up and Frankie seemed a little upset by it all.
I hate sex. HATE IT. I hate being touched, even by the children. It just irks me so much. It was the wrong moment to come out...well it could've been worse I guess. They could've actually been DOING IT. But it still upset me. And to make matters worse, I was so upset that we couldn't switch. I sat there trying to trigger ANYONE who wanted to take my place but it didn't work.
OK...time to go take care of the baby. Time to not be me.
Last night totally sucked. Why? Because I came out at the completely wrong moment.
Tanya was making love to Frankie and the baby started making noises (she woke up). I know it was Tanya because of how annoyed she got. For some reason that annoyance triggered me. So, I come out and I find myself laying in bed, looking at the crib, with Frankie's penis in my hand! ME! I was so hummiliated and pissed. I quickly sat up and Frankie seemed a little upset by it all.
I hate sex. HATE IT. I hate being touched, even by the children. It just irks me so much. It was the wrong moment to come out...well it could've been worse I guess. They could've actually been DOING IT. But it still upset me. And to make matters worse, I was so upset that we couldn't switch. I sat there trying to trigger ANYONE who wanted to take my place but it didn't work.
OK...time to go take care of the baby. Time to not be me.