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we fought to win but we won our bball game. i was bout to dunk tha ball but i couldn't. i'm so tired and want to go to bed but then again i don't want to go to bed. i feel creative like writing a poem and i feel like i could sing forever.all the love songs in the world. i had 2 valentines today. they both asked me so i was like alright.i told them that i had another one but they were fine with that b/c it's not like we were going out. one was a senior and one was a freshman. i was straight today and i'm not trying to brag i'm just telling you how my day was. i wrote a song the other day in like 10 minutes and all i have to do is play the chords on the keyboard and i'm straight. i'm bored and yet i feel energized with just merely the thought that life is going half decent except the fact the my friend hates me. i'm gonna talk to her tomorrow and see what's up. i already know what i'm going to do so i'm straight. i just want the truth before my friend kills me. i might take her out after he's over her. love sucks. i sent her a singing telegram to her just as a friend and a group sang Till There Was You to her. this was before i found out that they broke up. in class today my boy was pissed and depressed and wanted to hit me. he hit me a few times but i didn't retaliate b/c i knew his conditions and plus it wasn't worth it. a girl shouldn't come between me and my boy. i can't wait till the summer when i'm working again b/c i'm all busy with classes and bball.then imma get some new gear to rock. i don't know i think imma head on to bed b/c i don't feel like sleeping in class 2morrow or anything even though my prof. doesn't care.

When Ure Hero Falls
by: Tupac Shakur

when your hero falls from grace
all fairy tales r uncovered
myths exposed and pain magnified
the greatest pain discovered
u taught me 2 be strong
but im confused 2 c u so weak
u said never 2 give up
and it hurts 2 c u welcome defeat
when ure hero falls so do the stars
and so does the perception of tomorrow
without my hero there is only
me alone 2 deal with my sorrow
your heart ceases 2 work
and your soul is not happy at all
what r u expected 2 do
when ure only hero falls