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I may actually be going to Freak tonight, despite how strange I feel. Although if I go I shall be sober because my body can no longer withstand anymore abuse.
All yesterday and so far today I have stayed clear of ciggarettes, alcohol and any caffiene. I wanna try and go on a complete detox to clear my mind. Not drinking caffiene is seriously wierd though.
In an average day I'll have a few Espresso's and a least 4 cans of Pepsi Max. Not having any at all is making me seem really distant and out of it, not entirely unpleasant though. My whole body seems incredibly relaxed and calm, which is a nice change :) My eyes seems really weird too, like they're a lot slower than usual, my gaze just seems to drift across things rather than dart around.
Yeah.... I'll stop talking about that now, I'm not really making any sense.
Last night was supremely uneventful. I picked up my stuff from Musictek, speaking to as little people as possible. Went to the gym, watched an interior design program which was terribly bad. Cleared up my room, passed out whilst watching Series 3 of Family Guy at 10:00pm. The least fun I've had in ages, but I really, really needed a night in.
Update - Ok, so Starbucks have beaten my detox stint just a day and a half into it. I really can't operate without caffiene. Marlboro are fighting a losing battle though :D
All yesterday and so far today I have stayed clear of ciggarettes, alcohol and any caffiene. I wanna try and go on a complete detox to clear my mind. Not drinking caffiene is seriously wierd though.
In an average day I'll have a few Espresso's and a least 4 cans of Pepsi Max. Not having any at all is making me seem really distant and out of it, not entirely unpleasant though. My whole body seems incredibly relaxed and calm, which is a nice change :) My eyes seems really weird too, like they're a lot slower than usual, my gaze just seems to drift across things rather than dart around.
Yeah.... I'll stop talking about that now, I'm not really making any sense.
Last night was supremely uneventful. I picked up my stuff from Musictek, speaking to as little people as possible. Went to the gym, watched an interior design program which was terribly bad. Cleared up my room, passed out whilst watching Series 3 of Family Guy at 10:00pm. The least fun I've had in ages, but I really, really needed a night in.
Update - Ok, so Starbucks have beaten my detox stint just a day and a half into it. I really can't operate without caffiene. Marlboro are fighting a losing battle though :D