i wish i could let myself fall in love.
its just difficult for me. i have a hard time letting people in, so sorry.
MY BROTHER CAME HOME TODAY. for the first time since college started. i guess i never really realized how much i love him. i miss him, but i guess i better get used to missing members of my family (friends included) if i want to go away next year, which i do. I think i can handle it, i want this so bad that i can deal with the missing part. umm yea aj buzzed his head, not a good look for him in my opinion.
i almost killed my sister today, sometimes she just wont shut up. i love her, she is my best friend of all time (other than kristina renee koetter) and allie is my hero...but seriously she tells the most pointless stories. and she really bugs me sometimes. i will deal with it though because shes my sis and i love her.
practice was fun tonight because i didnt even have to do anything, ap chemistry sucks ass though...i hate number 2, letter b, ii. that was the stupidest problem ive encountered yet in this stupid class. so i gotta go try and figure that stupid problem out.
MY BROTHER CAME HOME TODAY. for the first time since college started. i guess i never really realized how much i love him. i miss him, but i guess i better get used to missing members of my family (friends included) if i want to go away next year, which i do. I think i can handle it, i want this so bad that i can deal with the missing part. umm yea aj buzzed his head, not a good look for him in my opinion.
i almost killed my sister today, sometimes she just wont shut up. i love her, she is my best friend of all time (other than kristina renee koetter) and allie is my hero...but seriously she tells the most pointless stories. and she really bugs me sometimes. i will deal with it though because shes my sis and i love her.
practice was fun tonight because i didnt even have to do anything, ap chemistry sucks ass though...i hate number 2, letter b, ii. that was the stupidest problem ive encountered yet in this stupid class. so i gotta go try and figure that stupid problem out.