aww eric!
lol. randomly all thru-out today i've been like singing. i dunno why. my mom says singing is the effect of a joyful heart. and i think she's right!!! for once, in what seems like months, i'm actually happy. like GENUINELY happy. not fake smile and everything is A-OK, but bouncing off the walls-happy. and its all becuz of eric! lol he act. called yesterday (friday) and not onli that but he called like 5 times cuz no one answered. aww then when i finally did talk to him he told me how he was "sad" cuz he didnt think he could get a hold of me. awwww =) then i talked to him from like 11 till 3 am. and he wasnt even at his house. he actually called me from his friends house {nick}. and eric and i talked. like forreal. and he told me how he missed me and wanted to see me and all this. like for once he wasnt being all shady...but instead, str8forward and he told me how he felt. how he rele rele rele likes me. and i told him how i "weeaaly weeally weaaly" like him too lol. poor nick was getting sooo annoyed with eric! lol nick and his obsession with filipinas {lee joan!}, his stories about liz, and our discussion about RICERS! lol eric, i swear me and nick are like siamese twins that were surgically separated at birth. lol. how funni was that wen i called at 8am n talked to nick's dad (who prolly thinks im crazy!) cuz i thot it was nick. wow.
yesterday was such a good time, eh-wick!!! i loved our "cuddly" convo and right now i miss u soo much! time to invent "tele-transportation" huh?? lol. ooh check it out: monday is going to be slightly chilly...hint hint. =)hehe, i rely rely rely like this guy. and mad love to all my friends esp zubby, mozzie, andrea, paul, n mattc who are happy because i am happy. thanks for caring about my situations as if they were ur own, and giving me nothing but love and support thru everything! u guys are the bestest!!!
i love the person i become when i am with eric! like b4 cuz of the luis sit, i've been a mean person and have given every1 shit...but for some reason when im with eric i WANT to be the nicest person in the world. lol mebe hes rubbing off on me! i act. WANT to trust someone, and like someone, and cuddle with someone. and i havent felt that way in forever and a day! i feel estatic! and that doesnt even describe it fully. ~eric~ u make my world a perfect place.
yesterday was such a good time, eh-wick!!! i loved our "cuddly" convo and right now i miss u soo much! time to invent "tele-transportation" huh?? lol. ooh check it out: monday is going to be slightly chilly...hint hint. =)hehe, i rely rely rely like this guy. and mad love to all my friends esp zubby, mozzie, andrea, paul, n mattc who are happy because i am happy. thanks for caring about my situations as if they were ur own, and giving me nothing but love and support thru everything! u guys are the bestest!!!
i love the person i become when i am with eric! like b4 cuz of the luis sit, i've been a mean person and have given every1 shit...but for some reason when im with eric i WANT to be the nicest person in the world. lol mebe hes rubbing off on me! i act. WANT to trust someone, and like someone, and cuddle with someone. and i havent felt that way in forever and a day! i feel estatic! and that doesnt even describe it fully. ~eric~ u make my world a perfect place.