Why don't you and I get together?
Yay it's Friday! Tomorrow the family is going to the beach to spend time with Stacey before she leaves for New York and Spain! I really don't see how the twins figure they are going to "survive" New York, they are so naive and small! But I'm sure they'll be fine.
So yesterday my work laid off about 16 people on a performance basis, it was sad. :( Some really nice people left.
I mostly wanted to say that I really really feel like I am ready to lose all my excess weight! It will be hard and it will feel like it will take FOREVER, but I figure I'll be looking better and better all the time in the process so that will keep me motivated! I really hope something clicked, I feel like it did, I feel so ready! For the last two days I haven't snacked AT ALL and it's been hard but I also feel a lot better! I've eaten my 2 meal replacement shakes and a substantial dinner but NO FAST FOOD at night like I like to do. I even cried a little last night because the cravings were a little overwhelming, but I can do this! Once I do it for a couple days the cravings should be completelt gone! And I have been THINKING so much more before I eat too which is amazing in itself! Yesterday Steph and I went to Arby's and I got a salad, and then last night Jeremiah asked me if I wanted to go to Jack In the Box with him and I thought about just accomanying him and not getting anything, but then I thought, if I stay home I won't even be tempted by the menu! So I really hope this continues I'll try to update as much as I can because I'm really excited! Yesterday and this morning I was down by about a pound and even though my scale said I was above what I was a few weeks ago, I hope it keeps going down down down and that I stay strong!!
So yesterday my work laid off about 16 people on a performance basis, it was sad. :( Some really nice people left.
I mostly wanted to say that I really really feel like I am ready to lose all my excess weight! It will be hard and it will feel like it will take FOREVER, but I figure I'll be looking better and better all the time in the process so that will keep me motivated! I really hope something clicked, I feel like it did, I feel so ready! For the last two days I haven't snacked AT ALL and it's been hard but I also feel a lot better! I've eaten my 2 meal replacement shakes and a substantial dinner but NO FAST FOOD at night like I like to do. I even cried a little last night because the cravings were a little overwhelming, but I can do this! Once I do it for a couple days the cravings should be completelt gone! And I have been THINKING so much more before I eat too which is amazing in itself! Yesterday Steph and I went to Arby's and I got a salad, and then last night Jeremiah asked me if I wanted to go to Jack In the Box with him and I thought about just accomanying him and not getting anything, but then I thought, if I stay home I won't even be tempted by the menu! So I really hope this continues I'll try to update as much as I can because I'm really excited! Yesterday and this morning I was down by about a pound and even though my scale said I was above what I was a few weeks ago, I hope it keeps going down down down and that I stay strong!!