Jul 07, 2005 13:59
[have you ever felt unloved?like you dont belong in "that" persons life? i dont know how to explain it, and i dont know what im feeling, is it love? or just crush? saying the words i love you, seems like no big deal right? but if you say it to the right person it means something totally different, something big. But what im feeling i dont know if i will get the same feelings in return does he see me as just a really good friend, or someone something could happen with! urgh i just dont no!]
well today was day 3 of summer school. and it was really boring today and super long. nothing to eventful happened, and i have a test tomorrow in science which i will fail because instead of studying im going out tonight. so ya hah. umm lets see what happened. oh yah i was yawning today in science and my gum feel out and lawyrn burst out laughing and we seriously were laughing for like ten min straightover something really stupid and the teacher kept trying to shut us up but it wasnt working i dont think she likes very much eh lawyr? haha. and in english andrea ditched us, so it was just me and lawyrn was in geo. and after that we walked to grant park to some quality "shopping" time
well that it for today
much love for ever
-marissa xoxo
p.s lawyrn is my booty call haha <3