Dear past loves and loves to come
FUCK!!!!! i just rote a HUGE enerty about mike and how much i love him and will never forget him...but now its all gone...My computer is so fuckiing FUCKED!!!!! all i have the engery to say about mike is
Purple pen Purple Pen......
His Visit made my year...ACTUALLY!!!!
I miss him and his hugs...and bitching to him about a math teacher that he never had..LOL....
I miss not listening to him
I miss the fact that he was ALWAYS there for me....IN the good times and the bad....whether i needed to vent to cry or to laugh...he was always there for me....
I miss shouting his name out every morning and reciveing a good morning hug that would just make the day seem brighter....
I miss his curly hair....his stories from when he was in gr 9 and fat
His nic name for me
I miss everything about him...
I love him more than NE thing
and i cried more that last day then i have ever cried in my life...in cluding when my Grandpa had a heartattack, my opa had a stroke and didnt no who i was, when i broke my wrist, when i fractured my foot in 3 places, and all the times ive moved shoved toghether in a blender and mixed up could not remake the emotion i felt the day he left us.....but he never really will leave us.....
Some nights before i go to bed i read what he rote on that picture of us all....it makes me so happy but sad at the same time...I love mike with all my heart...and im so happy i was in period 2 drama...cuz life wouldnt be the same w/out him in it......
I wish i could go back in time and relive those days and cherish EVERY moment that i took for granted.....even if it was only for 1 day.....just to be back...the way i was in gr 9....w/ those ppl around me...I LOVE YOU ALL!!!! and u dont even no....
(this would be a perfect time to post pictures of us with mike through out gr 9...but my scanner is broked...SO i can...but u all no what he looks like...so create ur own slide show in ur mind)
P.S sry for posting this cheesy entery....but i coulkdnt stop writng about him....sry u have to read this....i appologize from the bottom of my heart.....Im not usually like this....LOL...but u all no that
Purple pen Purple Pen......
His Visit made my year...ACTUALLY!!!!
I miss him and his hugs...and bitching to him about a math teacher that he never had..LOL....
I miss not listening to him
I miss the fact that he was ALWAYS there for me....IN the good times and the bad....whether i needed to vent to cry or to laugh...he was always there for me....
I miss shouting his name out every morning and reciveing a good morning hug that would just make the day seem brighter....
I miss his curly hair....his stories from when he was in gr 9 and fat
His nic name for me
I miss everything about him...
I love him more than NE thing
and i cried more that last day then i have ever cried in my life...in cluding when my Grandpa had a heartattack, my opa had a stroke and didnt no who i was, when i broke my wrist, when i fractured my foot in 3 places, and all the times ive moved shoved toghether in a blender and mixed up could not remake the emotion i felt the day he left us.....but he never really will leave us.....
Some nights before i go to bed i read what he rote on that picture of us all....it makes me so happy but sad at the same time...I love mike with all my heart...and im so happy i was in period 2 drama...cuz life wouldnt be the same w/out him in it......
I wish i could go back in time and relive those days and cherish EVERY moment that i took for granted.....even if it was only for 1 day.....just to be back...the way i was in gr 9....w/ those ppl around me...I LOVE YOU ALL!!!! and u dont even no....
(this would be a perfect time to post pictures of us with mike through out gr 9...but my scanner is broked...SO i can...but u all no what he looks like...so create ur own slide show in ur mind)
P.S sry for posting this cheesy entery....but i coulkdnt stop writng about him....sry u have to read this....i appologize from the bottom of my heart.....Im not usually like this....LOL...but u all no that