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Cleaning Up the Goo

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I am really sorry about that comment that I made badmouthing people. (The original post was deleted, so I'm just going through another way.) it's 2 late to call, but I wan't to get the message by as soon as possible. When something is going around about me that is wrong or incorrect I overreact drastically. I didn't mean any of the bad things I said back there. I'm really, truly sorry about my sudden drift into "Bennettitis." Jessica is my friend 2, and I really freaked up in the communication. Seriously, I'm really pissed at myself about what I said earlier. (Damn it Dylan, U've fucked up again!!!) I'm really very very sorry. I didn't mean to call anybody a lowlife, I just had a really bad episode with my brother recently and I was really pissed at him. I really feel like shit right now, and I realize that what I did was absolutely 1000% wrong! Jessica's drawing conclusions was perfectly human, and I realize that. All of us draw conclusions, it's just what we do. Even if it screws us in court, it's absolutely natural. It's just the thing that really tore me up is that she said to Bennett that she was happy that she wasn't in camp the same days I was. I thought she was my friend... and... and... sigh. I'm really sorry. Even if I don't like her, she is still a really good friend. It was just questioned by her sudden pulses of dislike toward me for something that was merely coincidential and not even true. If she has read/heard any of the things that I said about her, I'd feel terrible (not that I don't already.) I've gotta go. I'd just like to close this post with a final few words that describes my feelings. If there were a feelings option for comments, I would add one. The words are
Terribly, remorsefully, sorry.

Sorry. ;-(

-Dylan