One-Shot: Stage of Love
Title: Stage of Love
Pairing: Akame
Rating: PG
Summary: Story of finding the right one for you.
Notes: I got the idea to write this when I read all those stories about Jin and Nishiyama Maki. At some point, I feel happy for Jin if he really wants to get serious with this girl. But at other point, I feel sad. I feel sad for Kame. I don’t know why. I just feel like that. Maybe because I’m a big fan of Akame… ^^, And thanks to zaidorazhou
for beta-ed this.
“I am the man that doesn’t have a future”
“Just let me go. I don’t want to live in this world anymore. Let me die. I don’t have a future. I always give trouble to all KAT-TUN members. If I die, everybody will be at ease. So, let me go.”
Jin said angrily to Nakamaru who held him when he wants to jump from the roof top of Johnny’s Jimusho building.
“Jin, don’t be so idiot. Ueda just give you admonition because you did a wrong step.” Nakamaru tried to persuade Jin.
Koki and Taguchi was there too, just look at them cautiously. They really don’t know what to do since Jin seems really upset with Ueda earlier.
“No. Let me go. Ueda said that I always give trouble to our group. So, let me go.” Jin tried to free his hand from Nakamaru’s grip.
At that moment, Kame and Ueda just arrived at the roof top. Ueda looked very surprised when he saw Jin. He didn’t expect it will turn out like this. As an official leader of KAT-TUN, he is allowed to give some reprimand towards KAT-TUN members if they did some mistakes but this is the first time that someone wants to commit suicide because of his scolding.
“Jin, I’m sorry okay. Don’t be such an idiot. Come, get down please. I just told you what you have done is wrong. Think again. I’m truly sorry, okay.” Ueda too tried to persuade Jin from jumping. Kame who stands beside Ueda looks really worried but still, he doesn’t know what to say.
“No. You said that I always cause a lot of trouble to KAT-TUN. So, just let me die. I am the man who doesn’t have a future.” Jin said.
“No. You are wrong. You still have a future. Your future is with me. We can be together. We can learn new dance moves together. We can do the mistake together. We can get scold from Ueda in the future together. So, don’t worry. Your future still has me. So, come here Jin. Don’t do such a silly things.” Kame said eagerly.
Taguchi, Koki, Ueda and Nakamaru look at Kame surprisingly when he said that. Jin too looks at Kame deeply. He seems really touch with Kame’s words.
“Promise? You will be with me in the future?” Jin asks.
“Yes. I promise. I will always be with you. Zutto ishouni~” Kame said again and at the same time he offers his hand to Jin.
And Jin when he heard that, he smiled. He turns back and seizes Kame’s hand. So, he comes down and hugs Kame tight. Since that day, Jin and Kame were being spotted always together. Where Jin is, Kame is there and vice versa. Until their senpai, Hideaki Takizawa noticed this and started calling them AkaKame. But they seem they mind being called like that together.
What Jin didn’t know? Since then, Kame had fallen in love with him but he doesn’t want to tell Jin because he is afraid that Jin can’t accept guy relationship because Jin is always known as a player. So, he doesn’t want to ruin their friendship by telling Jin his feelings. Yet he is still very happy as long as he still can be with Jin.
“When we love someone, it doesn’t me we have to have him”
Recently, Jin has been spotted dating with the model, Nishiyama Maki. They once had been spotted dining together on a Friday night. Jin was also spotted in front of Maki’s house while waiting inside his mini van.
All these news, made Kame’s heart broken. But, he just endures it. He knows that Jin is happy with Maki.
“Kame, didn’t you feel hurt when you read this? Don’t you want to tell Jin your true feelings to him? He deserves to know what you feel for him.”
Ueda said as he accompanies Kame at his apartment after they read the article on Friday magazine.
Ueda had known from the start that Kame has a feeling towards Jin. He told Ueda how he feels about Jin. With the recent issues about Jin recently it really made Kame feel so low. Ueda noticed this even though Kame pretends he is ok when they are all working together. That is why he is always at Kame’s side because he knows Kame is really hurt by that news
“No, I don’t have enough courage to tell him. I don’t think he will accept my feelings. We always know that Jin is a player and really has an eye for sexy women. So, I don’t think he is into a guy relationship.”
“But, Kame. All this while, we all know that Jin care about you too. Maybe he too has the same feeling towards you it’s just that he has not realized it yet!”
“No, Ueda. I couldn’t bear to lose him if I told him what I feel. Well, even if I love him, it doesn’t mean I have to have him. If he is happy with Nishiyama-san, just let him be. I will be happy as long as he is happy. And it is enough for me.”
”Well, if you said so…” Ueda just shrugged as he looked at the magazine again
“If we love someone, we have to accept all of his good and bad side”
“Jin, let’s break up.” Maki said one day.
“Eh, but why so sudden? We are happy when we are together, right?”
“Yes, we are happy when we are together. But, I don’t think you love me. You just assume me as one of your friend. Not more than that. I think you love Kamenashi, Jin.”
“Kame is my special friend. Of course I love him.”
“No, Jin. It’s not what I mean. You love Kamenashi more than you think you love me. Actually in your heart, there is no place for me. It is full with Kamenashi inside it.”
“Why would you say that?”
“Don’t you realize, Jin? Whenever you are with me, you can’t stop mentioning Kamenashi’s name even once. Kame is that… Kame is this… You keep on talking about Kamenashi when we are together. And if you close your eyes, and think with your heart, whose face you are imagining? I bet it is Kamenashi, Jin.. Jin, you love Kamenashi. And I am sure he loves you too. I can see that in his eyes. All this while when we are together, can’t you see how hurt he is?”
“But…”
“Well, Jin… If we love someone, we have to accept all of his good and bad side right? And this is including his mistake. I love you and I know your mistakes. I know all along you are just trying to use me for Kame to be jealous. You don’t love me but still you are with me. So, I have to accept that. I have to make you realized who you loved more. It’s Kamenashi, Jin. Not me. Just go to him and tell him what you really feel. I am very sure he loves you too.”
“Maki, thank you.”
“It’s okay…” Maki smiled but deep in her heart she was really hurting so badly, but since he loved Jin he wants him to be happy but she knew she is not the one who can give it to him
“If you love someone, just let him go. If he comes back, it means that he is meant to be with you. But if not, he doesn’t belong to you from the start.”
When Ueda leaves his apartment, Kame started to cry. He didn’t dare to cry in front of Ueda because he knows that Ueda will be mad at him for being like that. So, by the time Ueda leaves, he takes out his entire picture with Jin since they were younger. He keeps looking at those pictures with tears. He really missed the old time when he and Jin always stick together. He really missed that. But he knows that he can’t turn back the time. Now Jin is happy with his own life, which is excluding him. Even when he did promised to Jin that he will always be on his side forever, but Jin didn’t need him anymore, what should he do. He really loves Jin from the moment he makes that promise, he knows that he had fallen in love with Jin. But, he doesn’t know Jin’s true feeling towards him. Jin just saw him as his good friend and not more than that. So, he just let it be like that. As long as Jin doesn’t hate him.
Suddenly, someone knocked on his door. He was shock to see who it was he then suddenly wiped his tears away. It was Jin, he looks really tired and it looks like he run all the way to come to his apartment.
“What’s wrong Jin?”
Jin didn’t answer and he just entered the apartment. He was surprised when he saw his pictures with Kame on his desk. Then he looked at Kame with a confused look, he then suddenly notice Kame’s look, messy hair, and a face that obviously looks like he just finished crying a river. He is really hurt to think that Kame is crying while looking at their pictures. This makes him realized. That Maki was right. I love him. And he loves me. Jin thought.
“Kame, do you love me?” Jin asks.
Kame is so shocked with the sudden question. “What?”
“I…I…I love you, Kame. I just realized it. I love you. I love you from the start. I thought I love Maki. But she makes me realized the most important person in my heart, in my life, is you, Kame. I love you.” Jin said and at the same time he move towards Kame who is still standing still unable to move with the sudden outburst of Jin, this is too overwhelming for him.
When Kame heard that, he started to cry once again
“I love you too, Jin. All this time…I’ve been loving you my whole life through.”
“And, why didn’t you tell me?” Jin asks.
“I was afraid that you can’t accept my feelings because we are both guy.”
“Owh, Kame. I’m so sorry. How much time have we been wasted. I love you, Kame.” Jin hugs Kame. Kame hugs Jin back.
“I love you too. You don’t know how hurt I was whenever I read those entire stories about you and Maki.” Kame said in sobs.
“I’m sorry. I promise, I won’t leave you anymore. I love you.” Jin wiped Kame’s tears.
Then, he kissed Kame’s forehead. Kame smiled.
And that night, for the first time, they sleep in each others embrace.
-end-
How is it? Is it okay? Comments are love... I am still learning how to write a good fic. So, yoroshiku~
zaidorazhou zaidorazhou for beta-ed this.
Pairing: Akame
Rating: PG
Summary: Story of finding the right one for you.
Notes: I got the idea to write this when I read all those stories about Jin and Nishiyama Maki. At some point, I feel happy for Jin if he really wants to get serious with this girl. But at other point, I feel sad. I feel sad for Kame. I don’t know why. I just feel like that. Maybe because I’m a big fan of Akame… ^^, And thanks to zaidorazhou
for beta-ed this.
“I am the man that doesn’t have a future”
“Just let me go. I don’t want to live in this world anymore. Let me die. I don’t have a future. I always give trouble to all KAT-TUN members. If I die, everybody will be at ease. So, let me go.”
Jin said angrily to Nakamaru who held him when he wants to jump from the roof top of Johnny’s Jimusho building.
“Jin, don’t be so idiot. Ueda just give you admonition because you did a wrong step.” Nakamaru tried to persuade Jin.
Koki and Taguchi was there too, just look at them cautiously. They really don’t know what to do since Jin seems really upset with Ueda earlier.
“No. Let me go. Ueda said that I always give trouble to our group. So, let me go.” Jin tried to free his hand from Nakamaru’s grip.
At that moment, Kame and Ueda just arrived at the roof top. Ueda looked very surprised when he saw Jin. He didn’t expect it will turn out like this. As an official leader of KAT-TUN, he is allowed to give some reprimand towards KAT-TUN members if they did some mistakes but this is the first time that someone wants to commit suicide because of his scolding.
“Jin, I’m sorry okay. Don’t be such an idiot. Come, get down please. I just told you what you have done is wrong. Think again. I’m truly sorry, okay.” Ueda too tried to persuade Jin from jumping. Kame who stands beside Ueda looks really worried but still, he doesn’t know what to say.
“No. You said that I always cause a lot of trouble to KAT-TUN. So, just let me die. I am the man who doesn’t have a future.” Jin said.
“No. You are wrong. You still have a future. Your future is with me. We can be together. We can learn new dance moves together. We can do the mistake together. We can get scold from Ueda in the future together. So, don’t worry. Your future still has me. So, come here Jin. Don’t do such a silly things.” Kame said eagerly.
Taguchi, Koki, Ueda and Nakamaru look at Kame surprisingly when he said that. Jin too looks at Kame deeply. He seems really touch with Kame’s words.
“Promise? You will be with me in the future?” Jin asks.
“Yes. I promise. I will always be with you. Zutto ishouni~” Kame said again and at the same time he offers his hand to Jin.
And Jin when he heard that, he smiled. He turns back and seizes Kame’s hand. So, he comes down and hugs Kame tight. Since that day, Jin and Kame were being spotted always together. Where Jin is, Kame is there and vice versa. Until their senpai, Hideaki Takizawa noticed this and started calling them AkaKame. But they seem they mind being called like that together.
What Jin didn’t know? Since then, Kame had fallen in love with him but he doesn’t want to tell Jin because he is afraid that Jin can’t accept guy relationship because Jin is always known as a player. So, he doesn’t want to ruin their friendship by telling Jin his feelings. Yet he is still very happy as long as he still can be with Jin.
“When we love someone, it doesn’t me we have to have him”
Recently, Jin has been spotted dating with the model, Nishiyama Maki. They once had been spotted dining together on a Friday night. Jin was also spotted in front of Maki’s house while waiting inside his mini van.
All these news, made Kame’s heart broken. But, he just endures it. He knows that Jin is happy with Maki.
“Kame, didn’t you feel hurt when you read this? Don’t you want to tell Jin your true feelings to him? He deserves to know what you feel for him.”
Ueda said as he accompanies Kame at his apartment after they read the article on Friday magazine.
Ueda had known from the start that Kame has a feeling towards Jin. He told Ueda how he feels about Jin. With the recent issues about Jin recently it really made Kame feel so low. Ueda noticed this even though Kame pretends he is ok when they are all working together. That is why he is always at Kame’s side because he knows Kame is really hurt by that news
“No, I don’t have enough courage to tell him. I don’t think he will accept my feelings. We always know that Jin is a player and really has an eye for sexy women. So, I don’t think he is into a guy relationship.”
“But, Kame. All this while, we all know that Jin care about you too. Maybe he too has the same feeling towards you it’s just that he has not realized it yet!”
“No, Ueda. I couldn’t bear to lose him if I told him what I feel. Well, even if I love him, it doesn’t mean I have to have him. If he is happy with Nishiyama-san, just let him be. I will be happy as long as he is happy. And it is enough for me.”
”Well, if you said so…” Ueda just shrugged as he looked at the magazine again
“If we love someone, we have to accept all of his good and bad side”
“Jin, let’s break up.” Maki said one day.
“Eh, but why so sudden? We are happy when we are together, right?”
“Yes, we are happy when we are together. But, I don’t think you love me. You just assume me as one of your friend. Not more than that. I think you love Kamenashi, Jin.”
“Kame is my special friend. Of course I love him.”
“No, Jin. It’s not what I mean. You love Kamenashi more than you think you love me. Actually in your heart, there is no place for me. It is full with Kamenashi inside it.”
“Why would you say that?”
“Don’t you realize, Jin? Whenever you are with me, you can’t stop mentioning Kamenashi’s name even once. Kame is that… Kame is this… You keep on talking about Kamenashi when we are together. And if you close your eyes, and think with your heart, whose face you are imagining? I bet it is Kamenashi, Jin.. Jin, you love Kamenashi. And I am sure he loves you too. I can see that in his eyes. All this while when we are together, can’t you see how hurt he is?”
“But…”
“Well, Jin… If we love someone, we have to accept all of his good and bad side right? And this is including his mistake. I love you and I know your mistakes. I know all along you are just trying to use me for Kame to be jealous. You don’t love me but still you are with me. So, I have to accept that. I have to make you realized who you loved more. It’s Kamenashi, Jin. Not me. Just go to him and tell him what you really feel. I am very sure he loves you too.”
“Maki, thank you.”
“It’s okay…” Maki smiled but deep in her heart she was really hurting so badly, but since he loved Jin he wants him to be happy but she knew she is not the one who can give it to him
“If you love someone, just let him go. If he comes back, it means that he is meant to be with you. But if not, he doesn’t belong to you from the start.”
When Ueda leaves his apartment, Kame started to cry. He didn’t dare to cry in front of Ueda because he knows that Ueda will be mad at him for being like that. So, by the time Ueda leaves, he takes out his entire picture with Jin since they were younger. He keeps looking at those pictures with tears. He really missed the old time when he and Jin always stick together. He really missed that. But he knows that he can’t turn back the time. Now Jin is happy with his own life, which is excluding him. Even when he did promised to Jin that he will always be on his side forever, but Jin didn’t need him anymore, what should he do. He really loves Jin from the moment he makes that promise, he knows that he had fallen in love with Jin. But, he doesn’t know Jin’s true feeling towards him. Jin just saw him as his good friend and not more than that. So, he just let it be like that. As long as Jin doesn’t hate him.
Suddenly, someone knocked on his door. He was shock to see who it was he then suddenly wiped his tears away. It was Jin, he looks really tired and it looks like he run all the way to come to his apartment.
“What’s wrong Jin?”
Jin didn’t answer and he just entered the apartment. He was surprised when he saw his pictures with Kame on his desk. Then he looked at Kame with a confused look, he then suddenly notice Kame’s look, messy hair, and a face that obviously looks like he just finished crying a river. He is really hurt to think that Kame is crying while looking at their pictures. This makes him realized. That Maki was right. I love him. And he loves me. Jin thought.
“Kame, do you love me?” Jin asks.
Kame is so shocked with the sudden question. “What?”
“I…I…I love you, Kame. I just realized it. I love you. I love you from the start. I thought I love Maki. But she makes me realized the most important person in my heart, in my life, is you, Kame. I love you.” Jin said and at the same time he move towards Kame who is still standing still unable to move with the sudden outburst of Jin, this is too overwhelming for him.
When Kame heard that, he started to cry once again
“I love you too, Jin. All this time…I’ve been loving you my whole life through.”
“And, why didn’t you tell me?” Jin asks.
“I was afraid that you can’t accept my feelings because we are both guy.”
“Owh, Kame. I’m so sorry. How much time have we been wasted. I love you, Kame.” Jin hugs Kame. Kame hugs Jin back.
“I love you too. You don’t know how hurt I was whenever I read those entire stories about you and Maki.” Kame said in sobs.
“I’m sorry. I promise, I won’t leave you anymore. I love you.” Jin wiped Kame’s tears.
Then, he kissed Kame’s forehead. Kame smiled.
And that night, for the first time, they sleep in each others embrace.
-end-
How is it? Is it okay? Comments are love... I am still learning how to write a good fic. So, yoroshiku~
zaidorazhou zaidorazhou for beta-ed this.