One-Shot: The Last Weekend Night
Title: The Last Weekend Night
Pairing: AKAME
Genre: Angst
Summary: Kame feels Jin been ignoring him lately
Beta: mayam_mj90
Notes: This is my FIRST angst fic. FIRST TRY. Feel free to read it. Hope it satisfies you.
It was the first weekend that month which Kame and Jin had free time from their work. So, Kame thought of spending the whole night with his lover, ordering pizza, watching DVD, lazing around in each others company. But then, when he was about to tell Jin about his plan, Jin appeared from the room, looking ready to go out.
“Where are you going?” Kame asked, confused.
“Out. I’ve promised Pi, Ryo and Yuu to meet tonight.” Jin explained.
“I wanna go too, please…”
“No need, love. This night is for friends only. You are my lover. Furthermore, I’m afraid that you’ll get bored.”
“But, Jinjin…” Kame pouted. “We rarely spent time together recently.”
“Sweetie, everyday we are together, right? But friends, it’s difficult for us to meet up and hang out together. With Ryo living in Osaka, especially Yuu who is under a different talent group from us.”
“Jin…Even we are together everyday, it is different to spend a weekend night with you.”
“Okay, I promise you. Next weekend, my night is fully booked for you dear. It’s just you and me.”
“Don’t want. I want tonight. What if this night is my last weekend?” Kame said, with teary eyes.
“Nonsense. Stop being childish, Kazu. I promise I’ll be back early.” Then Jin kissed Kame’s cheek and went out, leaving Kame pouting on the couch.
As time went by, Kame tried to write some letters. But it just made him more sad and nearly bringing him to tears thinking about Jin. Then he grabs his cell phone and called Ueda.
“Moshi moshi. Tat-chan.”
“Moshi moshi. Kame-chan. What’s up?”
“What are you doing?”
“Nothing really. Just lying on the couch, watching television.”
Then, Kame said nothing, silence. The next thing, Ueda heard sobbing on the other line. Kame was crying and this made Ueda worried.
“Kame-chan, what’s wrong?”
“Jin…”
“What’s wrong with Jin?”
“Recently I feel that Jin is ignoring me. And tonight, when I planned to spend the night with him alone, he left me to go out with his friends. I’m so sad. He doesn’t love me anymore.”
“Patient, pal. Jin also has his own life. He needs to spend some time with his friend too. Don’t worry. I am very sure that you are still the love of his life.”
“I know he still has his own life. But, what if this night is my last weekend to spend with him?”
“Nonsense!”
Kame just kept quiet and didn’t say anything. Only his sobbing can be heard through the phone and this made Ueda more worried. Kame seems very sensitive this night, he thought.
“Kame, do you want me to come over to your house? So we can spend some time together until Jin comes home. Furthermore, I don’t have anything to do tonight.” Ueda tried to console Kame.
“About that. Can I come to your house, instead? I just want to walk to your house and get some fresh air.”
“Okay. I’m waiting. Be careful, okay.”
“Okay." Kame silent. "Tat-chan…”
“Hmm…???”
“Thanks for being there. You are the best friend that I ever had. Love you.”
“Kame…Why are you being so emotional tonight? Are you okay?”
“I’m okay. Just felt like saying it. I really meant it. Okay, then. Bye.”
“Okay. I’m waiting. Be careful on your way. Bye.”
As they both hung up, Kame grabbed his jacket and walked out from the apartment. All the way to Ueda’s house, his tears kept falling down with thoughts of Jin. He was in his own world and he didn’t realize the speeding car that came when he crossed the road.
*Bang*
And the last thing he said was… “Jin.”
* * * * *
It has been an hour after they hung up the phone. Ueda kept pacing in his living room, waiting for Kame. He wondered what was making Kame late as their houses are only about 15 minutes walking distance. He tried calling Kame a lot of time but couldn’t reach him. Then, he decided to call Jin.
“Hello. Jin…”
“Ueda, what’s wrong?”
“Is Kame with you?”
“Nope. He’s at home.”
“No. He told me he wanted to come to my house. But, it’s been an hour since that. But yet, he still hasn’t arrive. I tried calling him, but couldn’t get through.”
“Don’t worry, Ueda. He must still be on his way. Maybe he stopped by some shops to buy something. I’m sure he’ll arrive soon.” Jin hangs up the phone. He doesn’t seem to be worried about this.
A few minutes later, Jin’s phone rang again.
“Ueda, what now?”
“Hello. Akanishi-kun?”
Jin surprised by that voice that he rarely heard. He looks at his phone to see the caller ID. But it appears, The Love of My Life.
“Hello. Kazu?”
“No. I’m his dad. Akanishi-kun, we are at hospital. Kazuya…”
When he heard the word hospital, he felt his heart stop beating.
“What’s wrong with Kazu?”
“I think you should come to hospital and see for yourself.” Then, they hung up. Jin looked at his friends with a worried expression.
“Guys…Kazu…I need to go to hospital, now.” Jin said, and he stood up quickly.
The others were so surprised by his words.
“What’s wrong with Kame? Come, we go together.” Yamapi said, then they four ran out of the club and rushed to the hospital.
* * * * *
“What’s wrong with Kazu?” Jin ask, with teary eyes, to Kame’s dad.
His face was really gloomy. His mother was crying on Yuya’s shoulder. Kame’s other brothers were also wearing sad expressions.
“He got hit by a car with a drunken driver.” Kame’s dad explained. “And, he was pronounced dead on the way to hospital.”
When Jin heard that, he felt like his heart being stabbed by a sharp knife. It hurts so much and he can’t believe it. He sank down, his arms on his knees, and his head on his arms, crying. Yamapi sat beside him, and rubbed his back. He also couldn’t believe what they just heard. Ryo and Yuu were also surprised with the news. Jin was still crying, he still couldn’t accept the truth.
“Don’t want. I want tonight. What if this night is my last weekend?” Kame said, with teary eyes.
“Nonsense. Stop being childish, Kazu. I promise I’ll be back early.” Then Jin kissed Kame’s cheek and went out, leaving Kame pouting on the couch.
It felt only a moment ago when Jin had kissed Kame’s cheek. He still couldn’t believe it. He promised to his lover that he will come back early, but then his lover had left him alone, forever. He still couldn’t accept the reality. He cried some more. Yamapi who was still beside him, hugged him, tried to console him. But without success because Yamapi himself felt so sad about this big and sad news.
* * * * *
After the funeral, Jin went home, alone. He wanted to be alone even though Yamapi volunteered to accompany him. But he declined it since he really needed some alone time. But when he arrived, looking at the kitchen where his Kazu always cooked for them, looking at the glasses his Kazu always use, looking at the couch where they both had always spent together watching television, all the memories made him more sad. And then, he noticed it, a piece of paper lying on the table at the living room. He took the paper, and at first glance, he knew that it was Kazu’s writing.
Jin,
Where are you? Eventhough you’re always by my side, but why is it that I still miss you? I really miss you, love. I miss when you tease me. I miss when you bully me. I miss when you bother me while I’m cooking. I miss the nights we spent together, watching DVD. I miss when you wipe my tears while I’m crying watching those sappy DVDs. I miss my naughty Jin. I miss my old Jin. I really miss you, dear.
Jin love,
I know your friends are important. But don’t you realize, we also seldom spent weekends together lately? You always said that you will come back early. But then, you only arrived at home early in the morning when I’m already asleep. Sometimes I wonder, am I doing something wrong which made you angry at me? I’m sorry if did that.
Jin dear,
Even though you ignored me lately, I still love you. My love to you won’t stop. It keeps growing each day. I can’t stop loving you, dear. You’re the one that I love the most. I love you soooo much. But at this moment, I really miss you. I really miss my Jinjin. Jin…
Miss you a lot,
Kazuya.
When Jin finished reading it, the tears that had stopped appearing a moment ago, came back. He kept crying when he realized how much he had made his lover suffer these days. He was so regretful.
“Kazu…I’m sorry. I didn’t know that I’m hurting you that much. Kazu, I’m really sorry. I love you, Kazu. I love you. Kazu~~~~~~~~~~~~” He kept crying until he fell asleep with the letter on his chest.
-the end-
How is it guys??? Is it okay???Or is it not really angst??? As for myself, I don't like this very much since I don't like angst fic. But I think, why don't I should try. Right? So, what do you think about this fic? Comments are loved....Wanna hear from you...^___^
Pairing: AKAME
Genre: Angst
Summary: Kame feels Jin been ignoring him lately
Beta: mayam_mj90
Notes: This is my FIRST angst fic. FIRST TRY. Feel free to read it. Hope it satisfies you.
It was the first weekend that month which Kame and Jin had free time from their work. So, Kame thought of spending the whole night with his lover, ordering pizza, watching DVD, lazing around in each others company. But then, when he was about to tell Jin about his plan, Jin appeared from the room, looking ready to go out.
“Where are you going?” Kame asked, confused.
“Out. I’ve promised Pi, Ryo and Yuu to meet tonight.” Jin explained.
“I wanna go too, please…”
“No need, love. This night is for friends only. You are my lover. Furthermore, I’m afraid that you’ll get bored.”
“But, Jinjin…” Kame pouted. “We rarely spent time together recently.”
“Sweetie, everyday we are together, right? But friends, it’s difficult for us to meet up and hang out together. With Ryo living in Osaka, especially Yuu who is under a different talent group from us.”
“Jin…Even we are together everyday, it is different to spend a weekend night with you.”
“Okay, I promise you. Next weekend, my night is fully booked for you dear. It’s just you and me.”
“Don’t want. I want tonight. What if this night is my last weekend?” Kame said, with teary eyes.
“Nonsense. Stop being childish, Kazu. I promise I’ll be back early.” Then Jin kissed Kame’s cheek and went out, leaving Kame pouting on the couch.
As time went by, Kame tried to write some letters. But it just made him more sad and nearly bringing him to tears thinking about Jin. Then he grabs his cell phone and called Ueda.
“Moshi moshi. Tat-chan.”
“Moshi moshi. Kame-chan. What’s up?”
“What are you doing?”
“Nothing really. Just lying on the couch, watching television.”
Then, Kame said nothing, silence. The next thing, Ueda heard sobbing on the other line. Kame was crying and this made Ueda worried.
“Kame-chan, what’s wrong?”
“Jin…”
“What’s wrong with Jin?”
“Recently I feel that Jin is ignoring me. And tonight, when I planned to spend the night with him alone, he left me to go out with his friends. I’m so sad. He doesn’t love me anymore.”
“Patient, pal. Jin also has his own life. He needs to spend some time with his friend too. Don’t worry. I am very sure that you are still the love of his life.”
“I know he still has his own life. But, what if this night is my last weekend to spend with him?”
“Nonsense!”
Kame just kept quiet and didn’t say anything. Only his sobbing can be heard through the phone and this made Ueda more worried. Kame seems very sensitive this night, he thought.
“Kame, do you want me to come over to your house? So we can spend some time together until Jin comes home. Furthermore, I don’t have anything to do tonight.” Ueda tried to console Kame.
“About that. Can I come to your house, instead? I just want to walk to your house and get some fresh air.”
“Okay. I’m waiting. Be careful, okay.”
“Okay." Kame silent. "Tat-chan…”
“Hmm…???”
“Thanks for being there. You are the best friend that I ever had. Love you.”
“Kame…Why are you being so emotional tonight? Are you okay?”
“I’m okay. Just felt like saying it. I really meant it. Okay, then. Bye.”
“Okay. I’m waiting. Be careful on your way. Bye.”
As they both hung up, Kame grabbed his jacket and walked out from the apartment. All the way to Ueda’s house, his tears kept falling down with thoughts of Jin. He was in his own world and he didn’t realize the speeding car that came when he crossed the road.
*Bang*
And the last thing he said was… “Jin.”
* * * * *
It has been an hour after they hung up the phone. Ueda kept pacing in his living room, waiting for Kame. He wondered what was making Kame late as their houses are only about 15 minutes walking distance. He tried calling Kame a lot of time but couldn’t reach him. Then, he decided to call Jin.
“Hello. Jin…”
“Ueda, what’s wrong?”
“Is Kame with you?”
“Nope. He’s at home.”
“No. He told me he wanted to come to my house. But, it’s been an hour since that. But yet, he still hasn’t arrive. I tried calling him, but couldn’t get through.”
“Don’t worry, Ueda. He must still be on his way. Maybe he stopped by some shops to buy something. I’m sure he’ll arrive soon.” Jin hangs up the phone. He doesn’t seem to be worried about this.
A few minutes later, Jin’s phone rang again.
“Ueda, what now?”
“Hello. Akanishi-kun?”
Jin surprised by that voice that he rarely heard. He looks at his phone to see the caller ID. But it appears, The Love of My Life.
“Hello. Kazu?”
“No. I’m his dad. Akanishi-kun, we are at hospital. Kazuya…”
When he heard the word hospital, he felt his heart stop beating.
“What’s wrong with Kazu?”
“I think you should come to hospital and see for yourself.” Then, they hung up. Jin looked at his friends with a worried expression.
“Guys…Kazu…I need to go to hospital, now.” Jin said, and he stood up quickly.
The others were so surprised by his words.
“What’s wrong with Kame? Come, we go together.” Yamapi said, then they four ran out of the club and rushed to the hospital.
* * * * *
“What’s wrong with Kazu?” Jin ask, with teary eyes, to Kame’s dad.
His face was really gloomy. His mother was crying on Yuya’s shoulder. Kame’s other brothers were also wearing sad expressions.
“He got hit by a car with a drunken driver.” Kame’s dad explained. “And, he was pronounced dead on the way to hospital.”
When Jin heard that, he felt like his heart being stabbed by a sharp knife. It hurts so much and he can’t believe it. He sank down, his arms on his knees, and his head on his arms, crying. Yamapi sat beside him, and rubbed his back. He also couldn’t believe what they just heard. Ryo and Yuu were also surprised with the news. Jin was still crying, he still couldn’t accept the truth.
“Don’t want. I want tonight. What if this night is my last weekend?” Kame said, with teary eyes.
“Nonsense. Stop being childish, Kazu. I promise I’ll be back early.” Then Jin kissed Kame’s cheek and went out, leaving Kame pouting on the couch.
It felt only a moment ago when Jin had kissed Kame’s cheek. He still couldn’t believe it. He promised to his lover that he will come back early, but then his lover had left him alone, forever. He still couldn’t accept the reality. He cried some more. Yamapi who was still beside him, hugged him, tried to console him. But without success because Yamapi himself felt so sad about this big and sad news.
* * * * *
After the funeral, Jin went home, alone. He wanted to be alone even though Yamapi volunteered to accompany him. But he declined it since he really needed some alone time. But when he arrived, looking at the kitchen where his Kazu always cooked for them, looking at the glasses his Kazu always use, looking at the couch where they both had always spent together watching television, all the memories made him more sad. And then, he noticed it, a piece of paper lying on the table at the living room. He took the paper, and at first glance, he knew that it was Kazu’s writing.
Jin,
Where are you? Eventhough you’re always by my side, but why is it that I still miss you? I really miss you, love. I miss when you tease me. I miss when you bully me. I miss when you bother me while I’m cooking. I miss the nights we spent together, watching DVD. I miss when you wipe my tears while I’m crying watching those sappy DVDs. I miss my naughty Jin. I miss my old Jin. I really miss you, dear.
Jin love,
I know your friends are important. But don’t you realize, we also seldom spent weekends together lately? You always said that you will come back early. But then, you only arrived at home early in the morning when I’m already asleep. Sometimes I wonder, am I doing something wrong which made you angry at me? I’m sorry if did that.
Jin dear,
Even though you ignored me lately, I still love you. My love to you won’t stop. It keeps growing each day. I can’t stop loving you, dear. You’re the one that I love the most. I love you soooo much. But at this moment, I really miss you. I really miss my Jinjin. Jin…
Miss you a lot,
Kazuya.
When Jin finished reading it, the tears that had stopped appearing a moment ago, came back. He kept crying when he realized how much he had made his lover suffer these days. He was so regretful.
“Kazu…I’m sorry. I didn’t know that I’m hurting you that much. Kazu, I’m really sorry. I love you, Kazu. I love you. Kazu~~~~~~~~~~~~” He kept crying until he fell asleep with the letter on his chest.
-the end-
How is it guys??? Is it okay???Or is it not really angst??? As for myself, I don't like this very much since I don't like angst fic. But I think, why don't I should try. Right? So, what do you think about this fic? Comments are loved....Wanna hear from you...^___^