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"You wouldn't believe how badly I wish I could just run away right now. I spend entirely too much of my time at a job that I really don't care about at all. I want to be out doing something fun. I want to just take the day off and go to the movies...go out to lunch...go into town and wander. I don't want to be here...I don't usually feel like this, but today it's just gotten so bad that I want to cry and run away. This is why I need to find a job at a research assistant...just a general office job is going to make me feel like this all the time. I want a vacation...I've never wanted a vacation before as badly as I do right now. I just want to relax and stop caring, stop worrying about everything, just enjoy...but I can't"
I just found that in one of my old journals. It was dated June 6, 2006...that's right OMEN DAY.
Until I read that I feel like a lot happened in the past 9 months, but apparently nothing's changed.
I just found that in one of my old journals. It was dated June 6, 2006...that's right OMEN DAY.
Until I read that I feel like a lot happened in the past 9 months, but apparently nothing's changed.