May 09, 2008 00:16
I'm just in a strange mood tonight. I was really hyper when I started work.. Then I was sad and crying because it was Shelly's last shift for the next 3/4 months while she's in Maryland. I told her she has to come back and not pull an Alex on us. Now I'm still sad, but not necessarily about her. I dunno if I should even call it sad...I'm just not...right...I know that doesn't make a whole lot of sense, but it's how I feel.
Moving on...
Last night was pretty fun. Not normal activities for me, but fun. Me, Sarah, Shelly, Jenna, Lucy & Richard were all at Northern Lanes. Lorraine and her sister were there as well, but they didn't stay very long. We all ended up drinking/smoking and having a good ol' time. Lots of crazy pictures got taken. I'm not sure if I'm looking forward to Shelly posting those on Facebook...lol. At least I never had the camera down my shirt like Shelly, Jenna, and Lucy did. Crazy girls, but I <3 them. Jenna said we need to go there every Wednesday. Somehow I don't think that will be happening. I am not a bar person. Every now and again is one thing, but I'd much rather drink at home and play a game or something. I am really gonna miss Shelly for the summer though. Which is surprising considering I didn't really like her when I started there, but it's because I had her pegged all wrong from stupid high school feelings that I was hanging on to. I feel bad about that now. I also feel bad about how much complaining I've done about Kevin because in the last I'd say month or so he's changed a lot and become more like a person than an ass. Makes me feel bad about being so mean to him, but I guess it's not like I can change the past.
There are definitely days when I miss my old co-workers. It was nice knowing that we kinda had a three musketeers thing going on with Stacy, Teresa, and I. Not to mention that I kinda liked the smaller store setting a little better, easier to keep clean when the public wasn't able to roto root through everything that's for darned sure.
I just realized that I've been saying a lot of...It was fun to be able to do that tonight. Yet I don't have any plans to do these fun things again anytime in the near future. It would be kinda nice if we could do fun stuff every week or at least if I had some people I could call up on the spur of the moment and be like, "Hey lets go do this". I just don't have that however. I guess I should just get used to it, I'm just not sure I want to.