eckblargh
Oh my God, I didn't get really anxious until today, after I did the callbacks. But I did achieve my goal, so I'm trying to be satisfied and happy. I got four callbacks; Sally and Lucy in Charlie Brown, which I kind of sucked at and didn't get to read for, which is PERFECTLY fine with me, Sarah in The Actor's Nightmare, which was fun, and Brenda in Cash on Delivery, which I reeeally want. I have the strongest feeling that I'm not going to get it, in fact, I know I'm not going to get it, because I'm up against Kira Pearson and Cat Walsh, both of whom are seniors, very talented, and very beautiful who look perfect for the ingenue, classic bride. I just loved that I even got considered for that role. It would be nice playing it, but I can't get my hopes up. The only way I could get the part is if they both got the parts they really want, and Eick was stuck with me, which isn't really the way I'd like to get a role. I just know that I couldn't be his first choice, and so I'm just hoping for a role of some sort, somewhere. Tomorrow seems so far away.... I need some Sex and the City therapy.