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Soo today was very bipolar. I woke up late to my mother screaming for me to get my fat ass out of bed, and decided that not going to french at all was much better than showing up late, so I just slept in the library, and ended up sleeping through 5th period, too. It was very nice, except I had a hand mark on my face from sleeping on it and had to wait for a little while to go to the office until it went away... hahahaha I'm a saad dork. And so I was quite nervous about my audition and was stressing about it hardcore, especially since I sucked at it, but when I walked into the room and started my monologue, my comedic timing improved tenfold, and all of the teachers were snickering, Mr. Guskin looked like he was having a seizure, and even Ms. Hunter laughed when I said "male orgasm," which was very surprising. Ms. Gudis told me it was her favorite monologue and she wanted to steal it from me, and Mr. Guskin came up to me after school to tell me I was really good. Fuckin' A, I thought I was going to die, because I'm not funny, but when I'm nervous and such, my timing improves a lot. I still have this really strong feeling that I won't get a part, which doesn't bother me in the least, because I know that so many other people deserve them so much more, and would do a better job, too. Afterwords, I had this rush of good feeling and relief, and I was smiling until around five. I'm sooo glad that's over. Now I have to do the shitload of homework I've been putting off for so long... Fuck Pohlmann.